Unexpected (TaeJin)

16

WARNING!!:
Slight trigger warning, Jin and Tae will be discussing r*pe

Tae POV

"Hyung, just tell me. I won't think less of you." I reassures Jin. I can't help him if I don't know what he's going through. I keep my eyes on him as he turns his head towards me.

"... she raped me TaeHyung..." He says. His words roll off his tongue like bile. No. No. Just no. She wouldn't do that to him, why would she? Could he actually even call it rape if they're married? Just the thought of her forcing herself onto him makes my stomach turn and feel like I'm having my heart ripped out of my chest and stomped on. Jin nods his head slowly turning to look away from me. Jin hides his face from me and I can see him shaking from thinking about that horrible experience.

"Hyung... I-"

"It's okay... I just.. I had to tell you before we did anything with each other." Jin interrupts me. He huffs and looks back at me. "I'm sorry.. I definitely killed the mood now.."

I sigh and rub his shoulder and shake my head. "No you didn't Hyung, I'm glad you could talk to me about this." I say honestly. If it was up to me I would going to Jin's house right now and taking that bitch outside and showing her what happens to pervs like her.

"Hyung...?" I speak up. Jin just looks back at me waiting for me to say what I have to say. "I'm not saying what she did was right but.. are you sure you can call it rape?-Not that I don't believe you but, you're married to her..." I say shyly.

Jin nods. "I searched it up... rape is unwanted penetration of a person's mouth, vagina, or anus by a penis or object, and in my case it was her forcing her vagina around my dick and knocking me out so she could have her way." Jin says. He sounds like a therapist describing each detail to its finest form. "Its also having sex with a person who can't fight back or can't give consent because of some reason like being drugged or unconscious." Jin sighs leaning back into the drivers seat. "I've read it all TaeHyung, and as far as I'm concerned I was raped. I told her no, I didn't want it nor her."

I nod in response to Jin. Jin is right, from what I'm hearing it was rape, but they're married, doesn't that mean anything?

"But you're married." I say trying to wrap my head around his words.

"Yes but it was still unwanted." Jin insists. "We've honestly had sex at least 10 times." Jin says singling a little more. "But I know since I'm a guy, going to the police and crying wolf wouldn't do anything for me because she could twist her words and beat herself up and blame it on me."

"Would she-" I begin to ask Jin a question but I see Jin's face from the corner of my eye. His face is basically asking if I'm really about to ask that question. With that look I press my lips together and nod knowing the answer would most likely be yes.

"I'm getting a divorce from her Tae," Jin says taking my hand in his. "I'm going to be with you and there's no way anyone can stop me." Jin says sincerely. "By the time it's all finalised you will be graduating." Jin says.

I gulp feeling slightly scared by his tone. Well actually I guess it's more of a nervousness rather than scared feeling. I'm nervous because I'm not sure what's going to happen especially if he's really all in. As for the divorce, he's basically saying it will take roughly three months, I'm happy to hear him say this but I'm worried about how he will be able to handle all of the legal fees and everything that comes with having a divorce.

As I looking at him I faintly see something peeking out from under his hair line. I reach over pushing his hair to the side to reveal a scar. "What's that from?" I ask him rubbing my thumb over the scar.

Jin winces and sighs at me. "She hit me in the head with the alarm clock and knocked me out." Jin says casually.

I furrow my eyebrows and shake my head side to side. "What's her deal?" I ask annoyed that she's really this low of a person. "Why were you forced to marry her?" I ask.

"I had to marry her to make my father happy. He and his colleague who is YeRin's father always planned on their children getting married." Jin answers me. Jin takes my hand and moves it away from his scar. He holds my hand for a few moments smiling at the connection.

"You have beautiful hands Tae." Jin says. I feel like he's trying to change the subject.  I can understand that he probably is done talking about this whole thing but, I don't want him to harbour all of the bad feelings. I know, 'practice what you preach'.

"You're beautiful SeokJin-Hyung." I say giving his hand a tender squeeze. Jin slightly smiles and nods.

"Yes, I am." Jin smirks. I playfully roll my eyes and chuckle at his confidence.

Maybe we should just go home for tonight and try to go all the way another time. I highly doubt now would be the appropriate time to do anything involving sex and that's okay. I don't want to pressure him into anything that might bring back those vivid memories. "Hyung?" I ask. He peels his gaze off of our hands and looks at me. "Can you... just take me home?" I ask him meekly.

Jin looks confused and takes his hand away from mine. "Why?" He asks.

I shrug my shoulders as I slump back into my seat. I don't see how he could ask why, I mean it's obvious why isn't it? We just talked about you getting raped and now you want to have sex with me? I don't think that really makes sense.

I hear Jin sigh. I peek at him and see him rubbing his temples. "Tae, I want you. Not her, there's a huge difference." Jin says.

"I get that Hyung but still... do you think you're ready for it?" I ask him. "I just don't want to push you into anything. Besides, we have all the time we need to do intimate things." I reassure him.

Jin sighs and nods his head. "Yeah.. you're right... I'm sorry TaeHyung." Jin says.

I shake my head and gently smile at him. "Don't be sorry for anything Hyung, you didn't do anything." I smile at him.

Jin nods and looks over to me and hold my cheek. I let my head fall into his hand taking in the warmth of his palm onto my cheek. Without noticing I let my eyes flutter shut. His warmth makes me feel so secure and at peace, I've never felt this way with anyone before. I get startled when I feel Jin put his lips on mine. I smile relaxing into the kiss. I kiss him back with a sense of reassurance. From now on he can lean on me and I'll lean on him. I'm not going to leave him or let him get hurt like this ever again.

——NOTE——

Hey everyone! I'm starting a new story! 😱🤩 But Don't worry! TaeJin will not be on hold, I plan on finishing this story first before I post anything about the new book. I will say that it will not be a sequel to TaeJin. I was trying to write a straight fanfic, but it's actually hard to do 😂🤦🏼‍♀️ it turns gay so fast! Not that that's a bad thing 😏 but this next story will be completely different compared to TaeJin. I will also say that it is another BTS based story. I hope you will stay with me until the end of this book and will continue to stay when I release my new story! Which will be up as soon as TaeJin is done😌 however, TaeJin still has quite a few chapters before it's done 😅😝

-에리카 (Erika)