Unexpected (TaeJin)

15

WARNING!!:
Slight trigger warning, This is where Tae will confess to Jin about his self harm.

Jin POV

"Jin-" TaeHyung goes to speak but I press my lips on to his before he can finish his sentence. I hold on to TaeHyung's wrist and rub my thumb over the raised scabs that run along his wrist as my other hand is cupping his face pulling him closer to me. As I'm kissing him I feel tears fall on my cheeks and I can feel TaeHyung shaking under me. I kiss him harder, my lips caress his and my tongue darts into his mouth exploring it and taking in the feeling of his warm tongue gliding against mine sends me into an even deeper lust filled desire for him. I take his legs and wrap them around my torso and I can feel him move his arms around my neck and then his fingers tangle in my hair.

I spin us around so I'm leaning against the tree and I have TaeHyung sitting on my lap. TaeHyung pulls his lips away from me but continues to keep his hands in my hair as his fingertips loosely lets my hair run in between his fingers I wrap my arms around him and hold him in a tight embrace.

"Don't do that!" I whimper burying my face into his chest. TaeHyung stops playing with my hair and lets his hands rest on my shoulders. "Not that.." I sniffle looking up at him. I lean up and take his arm from behind my head and look at his scared arm. "This, don't do this." I say feeling the vibrations in my throat threatening another flood of tears to begin. TaeHyung says nothing but instead massages my tense shoulders. I feel his chest vibrate and I can see that he's hurting when he looks at me.

"...okay..." He says just above a whisper. I look at his arm and rub the abrasions, his skin feels soft but the scars make me wince internally knowing I wasn't there to prevent them. "When was the last time you did this?" I ask him feeling guilty.

"The last time...?" TaeHyung pauses and looks away from me. I hold his chin turning his gaze back to me. I nod reassuring him that it's alright to tell me. "The day before you came to dinner..." TaeHyung says, the tone in his voice makes him sound likes he ashamed for marking up himself. I sigh deeply taking his wrist to my lips. I place sweet kisses from the base of his wrist and up to near his elbow crease.

TaeHyung pets my hair causing me to look up at him. He stops his movements and just looks into my eyes. With every kiss I placed on his arm I could feel each slice going deeper and deeper into my heart. All of his pain I could sense, I could finally understand how hard things have been for him and how much of a fool I've been for ignoring him. "I'm so sorry TaeHyung." I sincerely say tilting my head up to reach his lips.

"Things happen," TaeHyung says breaking our kiss. "We can't control everything... all I want to control is who I'm with." TaeHyung grabs my hands and pulls them to his lips and gently kisses my knuckles. "Be with me Kim SeokJin. Be with only me." TaeHyung leans his forehead against mine. "Be my boyfriend."

I feel my lips begin to curl up into a smile but I decide to bite my bottom lip slightly turning my smile into a more sensual look. "Kim TaeHyung," I say in a sensual tone. "I belong to you," I say pointing his heart. "and you will belong to me." I say taking and pointing to my heart. I smirk at him taking in how cute he looks. TaeHyung's cheeks are tinted pink and he's trying to hide his smile by sucking on his bottom lip. I wish he could see how beautiful he is and how badly I want to touch him and feel him touch me. Just the thought of that sends a shiver up my spine awakening my member. I bite the inside of my lip trying to suppress the urge to take him here and now.

"Hyung..." TaeHyung breaths. I look up at him and can see that his breathing is slightly starting to speed up. His chest is rising from antagonising lust filled desire. I gulp placing my hands on his hips and teasingly raise mine up to his. "Hyung!" He pants. A devilish smirks spreads onto my face seeing how I'm making him feel.

I lean close to his neck leaving a trail of kisses up to his ear. "Should we go somewhere?" I whisper into his ear. I then take his earlobe between my teeth and give it a small nibble letting it slip out from in between my teeth. "Yes." TaeHyung says. I nod releasing him to stand up on his own. TaeHyung looks kinda wobbly but seems to regain his balance once I'm also standing up by him.

I take his hand and lead him out of the other side of the woods. I lead him back to my car and open the passenger side door. I take caution as I close his door, I need to make sure no one is around to see this. Not that I care about what people think when it comes to two men getting in a car together, however I do care if one of my students or YeRin's spies catches what I'm doing.

YeRin. The thought of her completely kills my mood. I sigh sadly remembering the horrific details of what happened last week.

Ugh! Oppa! You feel so good inside of me, you'll love this, I promise!

"Mm!" I cover my mouth feeling myself gag. I gulp back down what was about to come back up. I need to tell TaeHyung about this, I don't want to but I think I need to. I open the car door and get into my seat.

TaeHyung touched my thigh, slowly moving towards my now limp member. TaeHyung notices this and takes his hand away. "What's wrong?"

"TaeHyung... we need to talk about something before we do..." I gesture to him then me signalling the want to have sex with each other.

TaeHyung looked confused and ran his hand through his silky hair. "What is it?" He asks nervously.

I suck in a sharp breath. "Well... this might kill all of your mood.." I admit shyly as I look at the dashboard remembering to start the car. I take my key and ignite the ignition. TaeHyung grabs my hand which was on the shift causing me to turn and look at him. "I don't care. This must be very scary for you if it can kill your mood." TaeHyung says sternly. "And if it's about us having sex, we don't have to. You can just bring me home if you want too."

"No Tae, I want to have sex with you but..." I look away from him. I shift the car into reverse and watch behind me as I get ready to pull out of my parking place and go onto the road. TaeHyung takes his hand back and rests his hands on his lap.

"But?" TaeHyung persists.

I press my lips into a thin line trying to ignore him. I pull on to the road and start driving. I can't hide this any longer or nothing is gonna change. "Tae.. I... last week," I glance at him. TaeHyung says nothing but furrows his eyebrows trying to understand what I'm trying to say. "I... YeRin, She... She.." my voice cracks.

"Hyung." TaeHyung says placing his hand on my shoulder. "Pull over, you need to take a second to think and breath." TaeHyung says as he looks at the road. "Please pull over." TaeHyung pleads. I sniffle and do as he asks.

I look over at him and I can feel my eyes beginning to burn. I cover my face with my hands and begin to breakdown in front of TaeHyung. "Hey... it's okay.." TaeHyung says rubbing my back.

"It's not Tae," I mumble into my hands. I pull my face away only to reveal my tear stained face and palms. TaeHyung hands me a tissue to wipe my hands and face.

I wipe myself off and take a few deep breaths before continuing what I need to say. "YeRin..." I begin.

"Hyung, just tell me. I won't think less of you." TaeHyung reassures me. I take a deep breath and then turn my head towards TaeHyung. "... she raped me TaeHyung..." I tell him. I watch his concerned face turn into a horrified stare. I nod my head slowly turning to look away from him. I place my hands on the steering wheel and rest my forehead on the back of my hands.

—— NOTE——

SURPRISE~~~!

DOUBLE UPDATE!!

So this was originally gonna be next weeks chapter buuuutt I'm gonna post it now instead, that way it's not too much of a "break" (^.^) hope you enjoy the double update! ❤️❤️❤️

- 에리카 (Erika)