KatsuDeku Requests

All I Wanted Was You, Only You (Suicide Request)

THANK YOU VERY MUCH backupn0incysetups for your request!!! I hope you like it! This is your "more suicide bois" request. Hahaha

It took a while! I'm sorry! Suppose to be a simple request but it turned so complicated,I didn't know how I'd end it. Hahahaha! I hope Katsuki suffered enough for your liking.

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The wind howls against Katsuki's ears as he screamed Izuku's name at the top of his voice. He gasped for air as his legs pushed forward the moment he looked up and saw him. Deku. His Deku at the top of the school building just standing there. He could only see his figure against the bright red-orange sky. But he knew the second he saw him. That scrawny figure, that curly hair, that oversized school bag. He couldn't mistake him to anyone else. No was there to hear Katsuki's scream except Deku and him. No one can see such a frightening scene but Katsuki. His heart pounded when he can imagine that this scene right now won't last. Deku won't just stand there forever. Deku won't be in his sight forever. Deku won't be there in his life forever.

"DEKUUUU!!" He shouted. Not in his usual angry voice, not laced with annoyance or boredom, but with fear.

His own voice shakes as he calls his name. The name he gave to him. The name that originally started as an insult, as a symbol that that person was below him, just a small pebble in his life. Now it felt like a brand on his skin. This was his sin. He was the reason for this. Why would Deku even do this without a reason? He who always was beside that nerd for their whole childhood, Bakugou Katsuki was nothing more than Midoriya Izuku's bully.

"STOP THIS, YOU IDIOT!!!" Katsuki throws his bag away, preparing to run like hell to the roof. He unbuttons his black gakuran and threw to the but pulls his long sleeves further down to hide his wrists."JUST...JUST STAY THERE!!! I'LL BEAT SOME SENSE OUT OF YOU! PLEA---FUCK IT!!" Katsuki attempted to dash inside but--

He hears Deku cry out. "STOOOP! DON'T COME!" Deku's crying voice made Katsuki stand still. For the first time in a very long time, he had to shut up and listen to Deku.

"Please...Kacchan, just stay away from me...or you'll...!" Bakugou suddenly felt something wet drop on his cheeks. He wiped it off with his hands. It was tears. Deku's tears on his cheeks. God.

"FUCK YOU, IZUKU!" Katsuki dashed inside the building and head to the stairwell. He hoped that Deku isn't that much of an idiot and jump while he's still going up. He'll kill him!

Goddamnit. GODDAMNIT!!

Everytime that person goddamn cried in front of him, he felt his chest burn like wildfire. Deku was the type of person who hides and cries alone. When they were children, he'll lose him in the park and Katsuki would find him crying under a tree.

"Kacchan, I'm quirkless...don't hate me..."

But he did. Not because he was quirkless. Not because he broke their promise of being heroes together. But because whenever Deku cries, when he looked sad, when he looked hurt, Katsuki would feel it as well.

He was only four then. Katsuki was too young to understand then.

He thought this must be Deku's quirk. He's hurting me. He's making me weak. He's making me...vulnerable in front of him.

With his big fat tears that flow from his trembling emerald eyes, Katsuki wanted everything from Deku. He wanted to hold his hand and burn everything that hurts him. He wanted to hold both his cheeks and lick those tears away. He wants those eyes always on him.