today
i almost told him the truth
today
i almost told myself the truth
he jumped up in anger as my lips described him as a homophobe again
he started stating reasons why he's not a homophobic
but i know it's lie.
he treats us differently.
he doesn't like us
"I have no problem with them"
lies.
you had no problem when your roommate was one?
lie
you had no problem when they formed that gsa club?
lies.
but most of all I know- if it were true.
that I wouldn't be hiding it from you.
i wouldn't be scared to be me
i almost told you.
but I didn't.
if I did.
i doubt you'd ever call me your sister anymore.
i wont be better than you thought i was.
not even close
