maybe it's the way you left.
maybe it's the way you stayed.
but
my heart is now stained.
maybe it's that im selfish
maybe it's that I'm too rash
but for the love of god
why do I care so much?
why do I love
why do I worry
why do I let them in
a little too close
too near.
why do I fear?
why does my heart still ache at your name?
why does my soul still crave your scent?
how do you manage to leave me,
but still remain.
my heart will still be stained.
i don't think it was done in vain
