Being the Bad Girls Best Friend- Slowly Updating

Chapter 40

The next morning, I woke up with a terrible hang over, and when I say terrible, trust me, I am not even exaggerating. With the blanket still over my face, I tried to slowly open my eyes, the pain from my head was so excruciating that I couldn't even open my eyes, so I thought, then why open them?

  And quickly closed it again. I said and quick prayer since I had the time and I hadn't prayed in a while.

Dear God, thanks for today. Thanks for a new day to make new decisions. Thanks for yesterday, thank you for giving me an opportunity to meet Trey one last time. Thank you that at least, he cleared things up about the thing posted. I'm terribly sorry for drinking and becoming drunk, I'm pretty sure that wasn't your initial plan, because if this, please forgive me and wash me with Jesus's blood. I pray committing today into your hands. I'm traveling today, to start life again, and you know how I've always wanted to go to Canada. Thanks for the opportunity. Help me to use everyday wisely and make me walk every step according to Your purpose. In Jesus name I pray as your daughter, Amen.

I smiled before it occurred to me, how am I gonna get out of bed now? I can't even think properly.

That was when I badly needed Cobby, like we should connect our brains sometimes so he can sense when I'm in danger or when I'm in pain.

What happened last night? I tried hard to remember, all my brain kept giving me was small hints, but what I clearly remembered was that moments Terry and I shared, that moment for about three minutes, three minutes of happiness. And the ride back home, and his confessions, and the last moment we shared before he brought me home.

A broad smile plastered my face, and quickly dropped when I remembered the main reason why I went to the club in the first place and had to meet him again. Why did life have to treat me this way. Snap out of it Ellie! 

I said loudly, in my brain that is. I remembered that I left my phone on the bed when my dad dropped me on my bed, well not dropped per se, gently put me on my bed.

So it could be on my left side or on my right side, since I had woken up in the middle of the bed, how much of alcohol did I drink? Waking up in the middle of the bed, had never happened to me, not that I can remember though. I slowly stretched my arm to roam around the right side of the bed, nothing was there, I did that same with my left side, also nothing.

How come? I remember leaving it there, well somewhere on my bed, yes I did. When i turned my head really slowly, I felt it under my neck. Gotcha!  I said with a smile. I quickly dialled Cobby's number, because I knew it off head. It rang and he didn't answer, i tried this four times and it didn't work. Okay so I guess I'll have to do this by myself, I thought.

Slowly, I lifted my body from the bed and sat up straight, I kid you not, the world was spinning right in front of me. I closed my eyes and inhaled and exhaled several times, and re-opened it. I pulled one leg out of my blanket and placed it on the floor, and did the same for the other leg. Now it's getting completely off the bed that is my problem, the thought made me sick. But I'll have to be doing this by myself.

"Okay Ellie, you'll have to do this, on the count of three", I said confidently to myself. "One", I said smiling widely because this was gonna be fun, and this kinda gave me energy, "two,  last count Ellie", I said keeping my palms by my sides to give myself balance to get up, " and three", I said and stood up, after about three steps and me beaming with smiles, I fell terribly on the floor. As to why I fell, I still have no idea. My mind went blank!

I laid on the floor, that is where I needed my Prince Charming to come and rescue me,  in this case, lift me up. I didn't bother getting up from the floor, I made myself extremely comfortable.