Confusion. That's it.
It's like this massive thing that blocks out any other emotions I could have.
I don't feel fear, love, sad, excitement, abandonment, happiness. I just feel confused.
Everyday I survive by pretendng to have emotions. I compare my self to a cyberman really.
Completely emotionless.
Monotone.
I'm like a corpse. No reactions to anything.
I'm like a ghost. I feel nothing.
I interact with no one. I just watch as life goes by.
