I love you more -Taylor Swift

6| Night Addie

A/n: Sorry I haven't updated I went skiing *super fun* and I had a cheer competition but thank you for reading!! I'll try to update in the mornings.

Death trigger warning!

"This is going to be your room" Alex said to me 

*Flashback 2 years* 

"What do you think Addie?" Daddy said to me "Should we buy it?" 

Daddy is referring to an apartment, I love it if I ever got a puppy it would have some room to play. I happily nodded my head and daddy gave me a kiss on my forehead, I walked down the hall and turned left into a room with a window seat that over looks the city, I sat by the window and watched the snowflakes fall, daddy said if it snowed enough that he'd take me to battery park to go sledding. 

 "This is going to be your room Addie," Daddy said to me as he walked over to the window seat and I jumped on his back, daddy and I were both giggling 

"Can we please go sledding?" I asked "Pleeeeease daddy!" I said giving him puppy dog eyes

He sighed "Yes princess,"

He pressed his forehead to mine our eyes were even 

"I see you" He said to me

"I see you" I said to him smiling

*I wanted to add this cause I really miss my dad and because my dad used to do this and I remember it was my favourite thing*

*Out of flashback*

"What do you think?" Alex asked 

I looked around the room, it was a plain white room with a twin sized bed, a blue duvet on the bed and a few toys. It certainly wasn't the worst but it made me miss my room, my own room. I didn't feel like speaking, I just laid down on the bed

"Goodnight Addison, if you need anything I'm just down the hall" He said 

"C-can you tuck me in?" I asked 

"Of course" He said turning around and pulling the covers over me and tucking them around my body

"Night Addie" He said 

"Night Alex"

I closed my eyes trying to think happy thoughts, like daddy taking me on dates or going to the beach with daddy. 

*In a dream*

"Daddy!" I screamed running through an airport still in his military uniform

"I missed you so much, ladybug!" He said giving me a big bear hug

I wrapped my arms around his neck and he gave me a kiss on the cheek. I smiled really big as he carried me through the airport. Mummy was next to us, she was being nice, I liked it. As we walked out of the airport daddy carried me to the car and I helped him get his bag into the trunk. I got into my carseat and buckled in we drove off, I looked at the bright happy blue sky. 

We were driving when suddenly I hear a loud crash and the car jerk off the road. I could feel my heart rate speed up, I shut my eyes super hard then felt the car stop in a ditch, I unbuckled and looked in the front seat, daddies head was through the wind shield and he had blood all over him. Mummies head was covered in blood. I want this to end, I start crying 

"Dad!" I scream 

"DADDY NO!" I scream

"Please daddy." I cry "Mommy?" 

*out of dream*

Alex pov:

It had been about two hours since I tucked Addison into bed. I could hear her screaming, I ran as fast as I could up to her room,

"Dad!" She screamed

"DADDY NO!" She continued screaming "Please daddy" she said starting to cry

"Shhh, Addison" I said quietly 

She screamed one more time startled that I woke her 

"Addison you're okay" I said rubbing her back "I'm here"

I could tell that whatever she was dreaming about really scared her, her breathing was heavy