I love you more -Taylor Swift

8|Screaming and crying

A/n: There's a lot of POV switches but trust me this is a very important chapter! Hope you enjoy

Addie pov:

I unbuckled just after the car parked, Alex opened the door for me and we walked into the tall building, we went straight into an elevator and up to the 10th floor.

"State your full name" I heard someone say

"Taylor Alison Swift" it's her.

"TAYLORRR!" I said running to her and hugging her legs

"Addison" She said picking me up and giving me a big hug "Go back with him, I promise I will be there in a few minuets" Taylor said to me sitting me down

I followed Alex into a room with grey walls a window a desk and a laptop on the desk. I sat in one of the chairs and waited for Taylor, she came and sat on the left of me.

"Alright Ms. Swift" A lady said "We found Addison's father, he's overseas right now but is able to video chat for 15 minuets."

Wait, I get to talk to daddy? Taylor sat me in her lap and we awaited the call,

"Hello?" I heard daddies voice say

"Daddy!!" I yelled when I saw his face appear

"Hi Addie, I miss you!" He said "But I need to talk to Taylor"

Taylor pov:

"I'm trying to get there as soon as possible, I'm thinking I will hopefully be there on Tuesday." He said

"Mr. Porter, we need to discuss what happens if something happens to you before you get here." The case worker said

He exhaled "Alright, what are my options?" He asked

"Well, Addison can stay with the foster family she is currently with, she might get put into the foster system somewhere is New York City or if Ms. Swift feels so inclined to do so she may apply for adoption of Addison." She said

"Okay, can I have a day to think about this or?" He said

Jake *Addison's dad* pov:

"We never know what could happen in the next day, we need an answer in the next few minuets."

"Ok," I said

Addie could just stay with the family she is with right now the ones that aren't going to be on tours and things like Taylor, that's a good option. She could be put into the foster system and end up god knows where, worse option, or she can stay with Taylor the one she's comfortable with. I sat there thinking what my wife would've done...

"Alright I've made a decision. I think it would be best if Addison stays with the foster family she is with. Taylor, Ms. Swift... I don't want you thinking that I don't trust you but I just think it's what's best for Addie right now." I said giving her a smile

"Addie is there anything you want to say to your daddy?" Taylor asked

"No." Addie said crossing her arms and getting off Taylor's lap

"I'm sorry Addie. I love you, I will see you very soon baby" I said hoping she would hear me

The call ended and I tried not to burst into tears. I sometimes wish I never joined the military, it was very stupid of me.

Taylor pov:

My heart kind of broke when he made the decision to keep Addison with the foster family she is with, but I knew it's what is best for Addison. While Addison was playing with some toys I slipped out of the room and into an elevator, pushing the L button.

The elevator doors opened and I walked straight for the door not looking up, just down at my feet, I walked straight ahead to the black suburban and one of my guards opened the door for me

"Ms. Swift, where to" The driver said

"My apartment please" I wanted to scream and cry but I don't want to take it out on my driver or have photographers take pictures of me crying. When we pulled up to my apartment building I got out and went up the stairs into my apartment.

"Hey baby how'd it go?" Joe asked

"Addison is staying with the foster family she is with, I don't think we're going to adopt her." I said laying on the couch

"Taylor," Joe said sitting on the floor by my head "It's for the best, a foster family will be good for her" Joe said

Addison pov:

"Alright Miss. Addison, are you ready to go?" Alex asked

"Can I say bye to Taylor?" I asked

"She already left" Alex said

"No, what?" I said starting to cry a bit

"Alright come on" Alex said

"No."

"Addison," Alex said

"NO" I screamed "I DON'T WANT TO"

"I WANT TAYLOR NOT YOU, I HATE YOU. LEAVE ME ALONE." I said screaming a kicking, anything to get away from him

"Please Addison" Alex said trying to calm me down

"STAY AWAY FROM ME. I don't ever want to see you ever again" I said and he just walked out

I sat in the corner with my head on my knees and my arms around my legs crying. I couldn't believe that Taylor left without saying anything, the door was open and I could hear some yelling

"I can't take her back if she's screaming like this."I heard Alex say "I'm done." He said then leaving

*later that day*

I met my new foster parents, the man was kind of fat with a stain on his shirt and the lady looked like a fat version of my mum.

"Sign here, we are going to need to see Addison back on Tuesday her father is coming back from over seas." The case worker said and I went along with the new foster parents

We got to their apartment, a dirty run down mess.

"Nicholas get your ass in here." The lady called

I don't even know any of their names, well, besides Nicholas.

"This is Abigail," She said pointing to me

I almost wanted to say that my name is Addison but I don't want to get beat.

"Show her to the room." The man said

He led me to a room with no windows, I set my doc McStuffin's bag down and them heard the door slam and lock. What did I do? I must have done something wrong. The boy Nicholas started banging on the door just to annoy me

"I hope you starve" The boy said laughing

The room smelled horrible, the 'bed' was an old yoga mat with a towel as a blanket, there is a small crack in the ceiling that the sun light shines through, I sat in the small area where the sun is and prayed that daddy is safe.

If daddy is strong enough to be over seas for a very long time, then I can handle this for a few days

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Writing this chapter broke my heart, ughhh...

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OK A/N part 2...I LITERALLY DIDNT NOTICE THAT I TITLED THIS SCREAMING AND CRYING AAAAA LIKE BLANK SPACE!!!