I can't believe I've only written one CyLey fluff...SO NOW I MHST MAKE ANOTHER BECAUSE I MUSTTT xD
Plus, might as well add to the high school AU thing I've made...xD
I guess this is a PREQUELLL TO ALL OF THEMMM xD
I also wrote like a good half of this on the bus soooo, TYPING ON THE BUS IS DIFFICULT
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Harley's POV
I don't understand, my life is great at least that's how everyone sees it. Including me too. But for some reason I don't feel satisfied with my current life, I have friends, I'm doing well in school, I have a considerate older sister, and I have the most chill and caring girlfriend ever, yet instead of feeling happy, I'm left with a bland feeling.
Why is it that I'm fortunate to have all this, yet I don't feel satisfied or happy about it?
I ask that question but I know the answer, it's that lonely, one-eyed, galaxy lover.
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I don't know when my interest in him perked, he's quiet, how did I even end up noticing him?
To be honest I actually don't really remember...I just remember suddenly stalking him online. It's not weird.
Once I found his profile I decided to message him, I was going off the only picture on his whole profile, the profile picture.
I've been messaging him for about a month, slowly learning more under the username of 'HMP'. I felt slightly guilty that I was speaking to him with the protection of a screen.
Speaking as if I didn't know how he looked as if I didn't know he had social problems at school. It hurt me to know that, but I also know it'll hurt him if I never tell him myself.
But in reality I am a coward and I just don't want to face that reality, cowardly and selfish.
But I enjoy this happiness and at these moments I know he does too, it's okay for now. I'll figure out how to confess it once I feel our friendship is strong enough.
A message from him comes in:
PsyCy • Online
PsyCy
Hello!
HMP
Hey
PsyCy
How was your day?
HMP
It was okay, could've been better...what about you?
PsyCy
Well...guess what?!!
HMP
What?
PsyCy
I just got a telescope! Like a proper, real telescope!!
HMP
Cool!
PsyCy
Yeah! I can't wait to use it!
HMP
Haha, wish I could see
PsyCy
Haha, yeah...it'd be really cool...
HMP
Hm, maybe someday...
PsyCy
Yeah, it'd be great!
HMP
Oh, I'll be right back, my sisters calling for me
PsyCy
Okay
I got up and headed down the stairs to where Lesley was calling me from, "What do you want?"
