We got to the carnival and we got out bands. We walk around for a bit and we ended up at a booth. It was like a ring toss type of thing . If you get 4 or 3 in a row then you win a prize. Levi went and he won a stuffed monkey. I went and I only got 2 in a row so I didn't win anything . I stood with Levi and he had his arm around me . It was jesses turn now . He started to go and so far he had three in a row . Four . Five . Six. Seven. Wow!. Fucking seven in a row and I could barley get two in a row .me and Levi clapped along with everybody else. I smiled at him and he got a huge ass panda. He walks over to us and looks at me . "Here rei" Jesse said to me handing me his panda. "No no ,you won it ,you keep it ."I say pushing it back towards him and smiling . He looked in my eyes and pushed the panda back to me . " no I won't it for you. What would I do with a stuffed panda? " He asked. I laughed at him and took the panda. I run to Levi's car and stuff it in the back so I don't have to carry it around . I locked the door and ran back to them ,but they weren't in the same spot . I looked around and I still didn't see them. I started to get worried. I pulled out my phone and called Levi but it straight to voice mail. I called Jesse but the same thing happened with him. Ugh. I texted them and put my phone back on my pocket. I walk around again but I haven't seen them. My eyes starts to water. I try to hold in my tears but it doesn't work. They start to slide down my cheeks. I wipe one away. I'm a very emotional person. Every since my brother and dad died. I ran back to the car and got in the back with the panda. I close my eyes and open them again. My phone vibrated and had never pulled out my phone so fast in my life . It was a message from Jesse. I opened it and it said "hey rei where are you? I'm getting worried. Me and Levi went to use the bathroom and we came back and you weren't here" I laugh to myself knowing that they were ok. I text him back that I'm still pissed at him and that I'm in the car . They walked to the car and got in. They both looked at me and I looked away. "Hey look were'er sorry rei." Says Levi. I look at him and Jesse. "It's fine guys, I just got scared . I'm very emotional ever since my .." I stopped saying it cause it breaks my heart even more every time I think or talk about it . "Hey you don't have to talk about it rei . We know " Jesse said while holding my hand . "Let's go back i the carnival and have some fun ya?" Levi says . I nod my head and we got out. I walk behind them and we go to the first one we saw. It was the fairs wheel. "Why don't you go with Rachel Levi and I'll go with rei." Jesse said holding my hands. "Rachel isn't even here" Levi said . I point behind him and there's Rachel. She just got here cause I texted her to come. "Um ok" Levi said . He was being strange but I'll push past it for now . I guess. But I will find out what's wrong with him later . Me and Jesse got on. It started to move . I looked at the view and it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life. The sun was setting and the clouds were as puffy as ever. I took a picture of the view and then a picture of Jesse being distracted by the view to. I put my phone away and look at Jesse . He so beautiful. He's jawline. He's hair. Everything is perfect . I didn't realize I was staring until he said something . "Rei what are u staring at ?" He asked. "You" I blurt out of no where. But it was true ,who would stare at him?. "Why?" He asked smiling at me . " cause ur literally the definition of perfect ." I did not mean to say that. I felt my cheeks getting hot and I looked away. Stop rei. "Wait what?" He asked. "Um nothing . Never mind. I didn't say anything ." I said back scared that he would find out that I liked him. Ugh I do this all the time . I ruin everything . He lightly moved my face to face his with his index finger u see my chin . He looked into my eyes and then he glanced at my lips and back at my eyes. He leaned in and closed his eyes and I did too. We were at the top of the Ferris wheel and he kissed me. I was shocked but I still kissed back . I have always wanted to kiss him. It was passionate. His lips were so soft and plump. I heard Levi and Rachel in the back taking photos and videos. My cheeks started to get warm again . He pulled away and I opened my eyes and so did he . He smiled at me . "I have always wanted to do that." He said as he looked into my eyes . I looked down and back up at him . "I liked it Jesse but -" I was cut off by him. "Hey it's fine if you don't like me I that way." He said looking down at he's shoes. Is her crazy I was in love with him. I grab his hand and holds it in mine. "No jesse I do like you." I say back . He looks back up at me and kisses me again. The Ferris wheel got to the bottom and we hopped off.
