Its been like two weeks and i havent seen austin. he would text me every once in awhile. He wont call or come over. At school if im coming one way he would go the other way. That night he said he would call me when he got home, he never did. This whole thing have made me feel alone and hurt. Lately my parents have started to notice. sadly. They both have talks with me every night to see if i cut my arms or took pills. They always think im gonna kill myself when im fine. ¨fine¨ thats what everybody says huh? Well i mean that what i say i am. Its all a lie and an act.
¨Jesse, i think that our daughter is hurt from something. I mean i havent seen austin come by or hear her talk about him lately.¨ I heard my mom start talking to my dad as i was walking down the stairs into the kitchen. I stopped at the bottom where they couldent see me. ¨Well honey, we can always go talk to this boy if our daughter dosent want to talk about it to us.¨ My eyes go wide and i jolted into the kitchen from the stairs. Both of my parents eyes shoot towards me. ¨Do not go to his house, we are fine¨ I said and sat at the kitchen table. ¨Then you talk to us and tell us whats going on with you, We are sick and tired of waiting around for you to tell us even after we try talking to you everyday¨ My finally snapped. I jumped a little at the sudden voice rise. My eyes became watery and my mom walked over to me and set down the hand towel beside us and engulfed me in a hug. Thats when everything came out and i told them everything that has been going on with me lately. Tears were falling down my cheeks very fastly as my parents hugged me tightly. All of a sudden there was a knock on the front door. I towards it and got up not caring that i was only in black booty shorts and a hoodie with my hair in a messy bun and my mascara running down my cheeks. I opened the door to see austin. I froze in place looking at him with wide eyes. He looks at my aparence and his smile fades away off of his cheeks. ¨Wha-t-t-t a--rrre you do--i-ng he-rrre-e?¨"I stuttered as i was trying to keep my tears in and not keep falling down my cheeks. ¨I wanted to talk to you.¨He said and pulled me out of the house and shut the door behind me. I crossed my arms and glared at him. ¨Talk¨ I said in an sour tone leaving my mouth. ¨I know ive been hurting you for awhile now because i havent been as active with you at all. I was going through something with my family and i didnt really talk to anyone so dont feel like i was just ignoring you cause i would never do that on purpose. You should know that i wouldent ever want to hurt you. Please forgive me havah, ive lost enough people in my life, i dont need to loose you.¨ My face relaxed at his words. I couldent say anything, i was just frozen in place. I couldent move or speak.¨Havah please¨ He said as i saw a tear leave off of his cheeks and his eyes were bloodshot. All i did was pull him in and hug him as tight as i possibly could. He held me very tightly too. I pulled away and kissed his soft, wet lips. They tasted salty from his tears falling on his lips.
More to come. i wrote this at school for you guys. lol. Sorry its short but thats why. LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
