I havent been to school in days. Ever since i hurt havah everybody has been cheering me on and usually i would like it but i dont this time. I actually really like her but i need to keeo my rep up.
Today i decided to show up at school only because people keep texting me or are tagging me on post saying that im dead or some shit like that.
I walked through the front doors at the school and people looked at me and smiled and some cheered in the back. I looked over at havahs locker and didnt see her there. I was confused. Usually she would be here 30 mins ago. There was notes and stuff all over her locker. Which made me worried.
I pulled away from the bro hug from everyone but i didnt see grayson either. I wonder if he knows what happened to havah. I look back again at her locker and someone tapped my shoulder. I look back at my friends and they looked at what i was looking at and looked back at me with a sad face. ¨what?¨ I said with a shaky voice. I was getting scared. My friend jack rested his hand on my shoulder and looked at me with watery eyes and a sad face, along with everybody else. ¨Havah tried to kill herself. She slit her wrist and if grayson didnt find her she would be dead right now but shes in the hospital and ethan and grayson are both there right now. Her mom was wanting to talk to you about her sucide note. You were in it.¨ My heart dropped to my feet. I felt like i was drowning. My face got warm and my eyes got watery. I dropped my bag and walked out of the school doors running to my car and pulling out my keys from my pockets. I heard the yells behind me saying me name but i didnt care. I wanted to go see havah and her parents.
She couldve died because of me if it werent that grayson dolan. The one thats madly in love with her.
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