After party

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I woke up that morning and I saw JJ putting on his shirt.
"Good morning." He said.
"Morning." I said still in shock of last night.
"I packed the rest of your bag and I'll drive you to the airport." JJ said.

"Oh thank you." I said getting up and ready to go.
"I'm sorry about what happened last night. I will talk to Simon and tell Tasha wile you're gone." He said.

"Thanks." I said. "I would talk to him about it before I leave but I don't think I'm ready and I don't want any bad vibes and the wedding." I said with a tear in my eye.
"Yeah, I understand. I wouldn't want to either. Now come on let's go to the airport and I'll buy you some Starbucks." He said.

"Thank you." I said shutting the door behind us.

                          *Time skip*
                           Simon's P.O.V.
"Ugh" I moaned getting out of bed. I didn't see Lillian so I was questing she fell asleep in the guest room. I walked over there and checked and no one was in there.

I don't remember a lot of last night I was really drunk. I went down stairs and see who was all here and get some food. I saw josh in the kitchen.

"Good morning." I said.
"Morning." Josh said as he poured himself a drink. "How are you feeling."
"Hungover." I said. "You? And Who is all here."

"The same as you and, Um I think it's Vik, JJ, Lillian, and Tasha." Josh said.
"I haven't seen Lilli. She wasn't in the bed or guest bedroom." Said Simon.
"Maybe someone took her to the airport already." Josh said as we heard the front door open.

Me and Josh walked into the living room. JJ shut the door as he walked in.
"Hey JJ did you take Lilli to the airport." I said.
"Yes I did." He said in a angered voice.
"Why do you sound so angry?" I asked.

"I need to talk to you upstairs, now." JJ said walking up stairs.
I followed behind him in to his room, as He shut the door.

"What the fuck?" He said.
"What the fuck what?" I asked
"You, you're a ho." He said.
"How am I a ho." I said as we started to raise are voices. "I am in nice relationship."
"Yeah well obviously you were to dunk to remember what happened." JJ said.

"What? What happened?" I asked.
"Umm let me see you made out with Talia right I front of lillian. You broke her heart she ran outside and started balling her eyes out."

"What? Is this a joke?" I said confused.
"Does it sound like I'm fucking joking Simon." He said with anger in his eyes.
"I did what?" I questioned myself.
"Kissed Talia in front of lillian, made her cry, and now she doesn't even want to talk to you or really anyone matter affect. It's to emotional for her right now." JJ said.

I felt anger build up inside me over what had happened. I love Her and I did that. I was so disappointed in myself I didn't know how to feel.
"I hope your happy Simon." JJ said about to walk out the door.

"JJ. I don't know what to do. I don't remember any of this I was drunk. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry I don't know what to do." I said about to cry.
"I'm not the one you have to apologize to. I'm not the person that has a broken heart because of you." He said walking out the door. Shutting it behind him.

I didn't know what to do. How am I supposed to know what to do if I don't remember. I don't want to loose lillian. I love her and I did that. I felt myself breaking inside.The disappointment boiling in me. I can't loose her. I don't know what I would do without her.

I have to figure out what happened in detail. I have to talk to Talia again. I texted her and waited for a response.

(T-Talia S-Simon)
S- we need to talk
T- anything babes
S- don't fucking call me that
T- Why after Are little make out session I thought you would want to be with me
S- I have a girlfriend Talia what the fuck is wrong with you
T- you moved on and I wanted you back and you were drunk and I thought that would be a perfect time to try to get you back

I screenshot the conversation. I can't believe someone can be that desperate. I started to cry. I can't believe I can be that's stupid. I was drunk but that's no excuse, but I don't remember any of this. I can't even imagine how hurt lillian is. I tried to text Lilli.

S- lillian I'm sorry I didn't mean to I was drunk I cant even imagine how you feel I'm so sorry. I was drunk and Talia took advantage of that. I love you and I am so so sorry.

She's not going to respond she is probably in the middle of a wedding. I then got a text.

L- Simon I don't know how to feel right now you broke my heart. You kissed another girl right in front of my face and didn't even look at me when I walked in to the door. I think we should take a break. I need to think about this.

A break. She broke up with me. I felt the tears roll down my face. What have I done. I cant live with out her.

"Hey, Simon you want to record a video with us?" Josh asked walking in the room.
I quickly wiped m face, "No. No thank you." I said.
"Simon are you ok?" He asked walking towards me.

"No I'm not lillian broke up with me." I said.
"Well I can't blame her Si. You broke her heart." He said.
"I apologize I said I was drunk and didn't mean to, but she said we should take s break and she needs to think." I said
"It's gonna take some time for her to forgive you if she does, but I'm sure she will. I'm here for you Simon." Josh said giving me a hug.

"Thank you." I said hugging him back.

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