*Louis POV*🦔
I laid on the floor unable to get up. My body just didn't care anymore it had no reason to move. I could barley move my fingers.
The bell had rung twice which meant class had started and I was late.
I finally found the will power to get up. I walked over to the mirror and looked at myself
Shit
My eyes were bloodshot and my nose was red, my hair was really messed up from my break down.
What class did I even have right now?
Science? No it's was oh right English. Hopefully Niall doesn't notice I'm gone he'll just start to ask questions.
Did I have Harry in that class? I mean I only noticed him a while ago which I don't how cause he's absolutely gorgeous
I doesn't matter anymore though
Ugh why did I have to be gay!! Like I hadn't already been through enough and I'm sure Zayn will only make my life worse now so that just wonderful
I wish my mom was here she'd comfort me and help me with everything but she's gone
Forever
I finally leave the bathroom and bump into someone about to enter it
"Louis?" I hear a deep raspy voice say
Oh no. Harry can't see me like this
"Hey" I say my voice shaking a little. I keep my head down so Harry won't be able to see my face
"Are you okay?" Harry asks me trying to look at my face
"Ya I'm good, just was feeling a bit ill, but i I'm going to go home now so see ya" I say my voice shaking again
"Louis look at me" Harry says stopping me from leaving and lifting my face up
"Oh my god Louis have you been crying?" Harry says concern evident in his voice
"A little" I say beginning to cry again
"Oh Louis" Harry says pulling me into a hug
I just let myself cry in his arms that feel made for me. He rubs my back reassuringly and whispers it's okays in my ear
"Louis what happened?" Harry says after a while of holding me
"I-I c-can't t-tell y-you" I say trying to stop crying
I'm such a baby
"Please Louis I wanna help you, I hate seeing you sad" Harry says
"I-If i t-tel you then y-you won't w-want to talk t-to me" I say feeling more tears begin to come
"Lou please that won't happen just tell me what's wrong" Harry says hugging me tighter
"I'm a freak H-Harry" I say trying to make him understand
"Louis don't say that you're not a freak" Harry responds playing with my hair
"Here let's talk outside" he says releasing me from his hug and taking me outside
We walk outside of the school and sit down at a bench
"Alright Louis, tell me what happened that's stopping that beautiful smile of yours from appearing on your face" Harry says furrowing his eyebrows
"Harry this won't even matter once you find out" I say looking away
"Lou please let me see your face" he say
I move my face back to look at him
"Why won't it matter?" Harry asks again
"Because you'll think I'm a freak!! Because I am a freak!! Just leave me now so it won't hurt as much later please" I say my eyes beginning to water
"Listen Lou nothing will happen or can happen that will make me not want to talk to you" Harry says
"That's what you say now" I say trying to get him to understand
"But soon enough you'll leave just like everyone does" I say looking down
"Louis I could neve-" Harry begins but is interrupted by a scoff
"Harry what are you doing with him?" Zayn asks glaring at me
"What do you mean Zayn I'm friends with Louis" Harry asks looking at Zayn
"Friends?! Obviously you don't know yet!" Zayn says laughing at Harry
"Zayn I think you should go"Harry says frustrated
"Zayn please don't" I say feeling tears fall down my cheeks
"Louis please don't cry" Harry says reaching out for me
"Oh shut up Louis stop being such a baby crier just because you'll lose Harry!! I mean really you'll only go back to being lonely like before" Zayn says crossing his arms
"What the fuck Zayn!? Why would you say that!" Harry asks
"Harry listen what happening is that Louis i-" Zayn begins
"Zayn no please don't" I say feeling desperate because I'm about to lose Harry
"Louis is gay!! Okay?! He's a queer a faggot!! Louis likes big huge gay dick" Zayn yells
Tears fall down my eyes I look away and I can't stop the tears
Why? Why did Zayn have to do this!
I get up and run, run like my life depends on it. Run to nowhere. Run like I can escape my problems this way. Run until my feet give out and I fall in the middle of nowhere
I cry and cry hours pass or maybe it's just minutes I don't care for time right now
Harry knows now and he'll never talk to me again
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*Harry's POV*🐸
Wait Louis gay? Why does that matter? It doesn't change how nice and funny and cute he is
Wait cute?! No not cute well really cute but ugh anyway
"So?" I say looking at back at Louis
He's just sits there looking heartbroken. I really want to comfort him but that would be weird of me right?
"So he should kill himself" Zayn says glaring at Louis
"Don't fucking say that!!" I say feeling anger build up in me
"What he's just a big faggo-"
My fist makes contact with Zayn's jaw and he looks at me in shock
I look back and see Louis get up and run away
"Don't you ever fucking say anything about Louis like that again got it!!" I yell at Zayn the get up to run after Louis
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Hey guys!! Sorry it took so long for me to write this chapter. I've just been busy with hell (school)
Anywho Harry knows Louis is gay now!! But Harry doesn't care. Do u think Harry will still hang out with Zayn after this? And why does Zayn bully Louis? Oh btw imma start putting a 🦔 or 🐸 emoji at the introduction of a POV if it's H or L.
-1DtillthedayIdie💞
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