Princess To Prisoner To Grounder (Bellamy Blake) Rewriting

Chapter Thirty-Five: Monster

Clarke's POV:
"The rules are simple, fight till one is killed,"
Lexa and Roan were standing in the middle of the arena while Nia was sitting in front.
"It starts now,"
Roan and Lexa ran towards each other and started hitting each other with their swords. It was the most intense thing I've seen. It was happening all too fast. Roan knocked the swords out of Lexa's hand and knocked her to the ground. He got on top of her and was about to stab her but she somehow overpowers him and knocks him off her and runs to grab a spear and Roan followed her and tried to hit her again with the sword but Lexa blocked him from hitting her with the spear. She somehow knocked him on his back. She was pointing the spear at him.
"If you die, you don't die a warrior. You die a coward," Nia called out.
Lexa looked up from Roan to Nia. Lexa throws the spear in the air, caught it and threw it. It went flying and straight into Nia's chest. She dies immediately. Everyone grasps and the crowd erupts into chatter.
"The Queen is dead. All hail the King. Long live the King," She yells and walks off into the building.
I chased after and caught her right before getting in the elevator.
"What the hell was that? Do you think Roan will accept the treaty now?"
"He better, he's not ruthless, like his mother," She said.
"Tell that to McKinley," I said.
"We don't know who turned her into that. Roan is loyal to his people. I just show them that I'm not weak," She said as we walked off the elevator.
"Are still going to become the thirteenth clan?"
"I'll have to talk to my mother and Kane,"
"Go do it," She said.
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"So if we agree to this, Lexa will be in charge of us?" Mom asked.
"Yes,"
"No," Mom said.
"Mom, being the thirteenth-"
"I said no,"
"Abby, it may be a good idea,"
"What if an unknown threat comes for us? We will have the other twelve clans behind us," Kane added.
"We are doing it mom," I said.
"Fine,"
I looked at Kane.
"Have you talked to Bellamy?"
"No,"
At that moment, the doors bust open and it reveals Roan coming in looking pissed.
"Where is she?"
"Where is who?" Abby asked.
"Don't play that game, where is McKinley?"
We all looked at each other and gave the knowing look.
"Last time I saw her was when she refused to speak to me. Why? Did you lose her? Get used to it," Kane said.
Irritation and anger in his voice.
"Haven't seen her since you challenged Lexa," Mom said.
"Same,"
He takes a couple steps towards us.
"I know that boy was here,"
"What boy?"
"Her lover,"
"Was he? I didn't see him," I said.
"You're hiding something. You're lucky that we swore to McKinley that we wouldn't hurt you," He said leaving the room.
"Did Bellamy get through to McKinley?" Kane asked.
I shook my head.
"I don't know. I have to meet Lexa,"

McKinley's POV:
I woke up to being back at the Ark. I looked at my hands and there was zip-tied to a metal pole. I started yanking at the pole trying to break it, but obviously, that didn't work. I started to pull my hands out of the zip tie. The zip tie was digging into my skin causing me to bleed but I still continue to try to break loose. That's when I had the beeping of the keypad. The door slides open and saw Raven walking it.
"McKinley, stop!" She said.
"Go get Jackson," She said to one of the guards at the door.
"Raven,"
"What are you doing?" She asked walking up to me.
"Trying to escape," I said still pulling my hands out of the zip ties.
"Why? You're not safe there," She said.
"And you think I'm safe here?" I snorted.
"We've been here less than what five-six months, and I've been kidnapped twice. I've been almost killed countless of times. Grounders have threatened to kill all of us, how many times? Did we lose how many causes of the grounders? Lexa? She abandoned Clarke at Mount Weather. Yes, I was beaten and was an inches away from death while in the care of Azgeda. That was only for the first month. They unlocked something within me, that they saw was a great asset. Ever since then, I've been protected, not like I need it anyway. I've felt the safest in Azgeda in one week than two months with you," I said spitting in her face.
"You just turned into a bitch,"
"At least, I haven't kissed another girl's boyfriend and as well have the guy I love didn't cheat on me who knows how many times," I said smiling.
Raven rose her hand and slapped me. My hands finally slipped out of the zip ties. I looked at her hands and smiled at Raven.
"You shouldn't have done that," I said walking towards her.
She took a step back every step I took forward.
"Everyone is curious about what happened to me. They keep saying they tortured me. They changed me. But in reality, this is always me but I just didn't know until they made me killed over ten people and I actually enjoyed it,"
"Guards," Raven called out.
I ran over there and covered her mouth.
"Don't," I said punching her in the gut.
She dropped to the ground. I jumped on her and started beating her to where she was almost out cold. I got up looked around for a weapon and saw a tool sitting on the table and picked it up and rose it to strike Raven with it. That's when the door opens and Bellamy, Jackson, Lincoln and two guards walked in.
One guard had a gun pointed at me while the other ran to me and took the tool out of my hand.
"Raven, what happened?" Bellamy asked rushing to her side.
"Looks like you two got closer. Did you fuck her when you didn't know where I was? I mean you kissed when I was just right outside the dropship so make sense," I asked coldly.
"McKinley attacked me even though I was trying to help her,"
"If they didn't show up, I would have probably killed you," I said.
"Miller, take Raven," Bellamy said.
Miller nods and helps Raven up and takes her out of the room. Jackson looks at my wrist, I looked down and I saw that my hands were covered in my blood and the blood wasn't gonna stop coming unless it was bandaged.
"I need to dress that, if not you're gonna bleed out," Jackson said.
I smiled again and laughed while I took a couple steps towards Jackson.
"Put the guns down, She isn't gonna hurt anyone,"
"No, they are right. Keep the guns up,"
"Can I dress this?"
"You think this is the worst I've been through. You haven't even seen anything," I said holding up my wrist so Jackson can dress it.
He hesitated before reaching out to grab my arm.
"I'm not gonna hurt you, Jackson," I said.
He ignored me and took a rag and clean the blood from my wrists and hands. He looks at her arms, wrist, and hands. He was eyeing the scar that Roan made the first day.
"You're gonna need stitches, " He said.
"Whatever," I said.
"I need her to go to Med bay," Jackson said and looked at Bellamy.
"No way, we can't let her leave," One of the guards said.
"If we keep her here, she will bleed out," Jackson said.
I started to laugh. The guards with guns pointed at me were scared of me.
"What's funny?" The other one asked.
"Just the fact, that the guards that have guns pointed at me are-" I started to say but everything started to get dizzy.
Everything around me goes dark.

"What are you gonna do Lincoln? I've never seen her act this way? Do you know what Azgeda does?" I heard Bellamy ask.
I tried to lift up but my arms were zip tied again. Not only my arms but my legs were tied down too.
"They are vicious ruthless cold-hearted killers that will leave you in the cold for days wearing nothing but very thin cloth. I've only heard stories about them. I've never been there. Nia killed her own husband. It wasn't a fast death either. It was a very slow painful death. If she didn't need an heir, She would've killed Roan," Lincoln said.
This is true. Nia is a very cold-hearted bitch. I've never seen a mother treat her son like that. Roan is nothing like Nia. He saved my life from her a few times and he was the one who trained me.
"How do you think we can break her loyalty for them?"
"That's on you. Only you or Kane can break it. But seeing as she attacks Raven and who knows how many people they made her kill. It's not gonna be easy. Good luck. Octavia is waiting for me," He said walking out.
I heard Bellamy walking closer to me as I closed my eyes and I could hear him moving a chair close to me.
"I don't even know if you can hear me but oh well. What did I do wrong? I didn't even know you were missing till I was in Mount Weather. For the past three months, all I did was look for you so did your father. We never gave up hope that you were alive and okay. Turns out you were alive but you aren't okay. What did they do to you? They turned you into a McKinley, I don't recognize. They turned your amazing sweetheart into a vicious ruthless one. The McKinley I knew would've never attacked Raven or anyone for that matter unless they truly deserved it. I know you threaten Raven before but you didn't act on it cause she was injured but today you did. I just want the girl I fell so deeply in love with back,"
Is he in love with me? That pulled at my heart but it still doesn't change the fact, I'm not the same McKinley.
"M-Maybe if I-I looked harder or got Lexa to send scouts to look for you. M-Maybe then you wouldn't be this way now, "
I opened my eyes and turned and looked at him. I saw that his eyes were watery and red.
"This wasn't the result of you not finding me Bellamy. Nor was it my father's fault as well. I won't let you suffer thinking that way,"
"Then what was it, princess?"
Princess.
That hit me like a ton of bricks.
Princess the name he uses to call me cause he didn't care about learning my name. When I heard that name, all of the memories came back. The first time we met. How much I hated him. Then how he saved my life from Taylor. Then how sweet he was towards me and how he took care of me. Princess was the one thing that I still hold dear.
"They didn't make me become this way. They just unleashed what I could do. They made me feel not afraid. They made me feel like I was in a safe place,"
Bellamy stood up and lifted my shirt up.
"That made you feel safe? I know you didn't have this scar when I left for Mount Weather," He said.
"I'm not saying they didn't torture me cause I got enough scars to prove it. I'm saying that torturing me isn't what made me become this way. Once they realize, what I was capable of they asked me to swear loyalty to them and in return when they attacked Polis, they wouldn't hurt Skaikru," I said.
He just stood there.
"Bellamy, I'm not the girl who fell in love with. I've become the monster who've we been afraid of. I have no emotions when it comes to killing. I rarely ever have emotions now. Roan hit my father yesterday and I couldn't have cared less. I only saved Skaikru cause I didn't want that in my head," I said.
He smiled a little.
"McKinley, you aren't a monster. That's what they are telling you. You may think that you only did it so you wouldn't have it floating in your brain but baby girl I hate to break it to you. You still care for us. You don't want them to attack us cause you would be heartbroken. The old McKinley is still in there, you just gotta call out to her,"
I just stated straight into his eyes.
"Do you want to know what happens?" I asked.