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AN
this is an emotional chap. this might be emotional for some, it was for me. just know these aren't facts, just my experiencesalso !! i hope yall had an amazing christmas, hanukkah, kwanzaa, and just a happy holiday in general! hope your 2019 is amazing!!
Saturday November 25, 2016 - 11:30am
****I woke up with a pounding headache. I mean, that's what I get for drinking so much last night.
I instantly remembered what happened with China last night. I surprisingly was kinda okay.
Who was I kidding? I'm still upset about it.I decided to get out of bed, to spare myself from remembering more, and because I had a huge headache and I needed Advil asap.
I left Thomas a glass of water and some tablets too. I didn't know if he was gonna need them, considering how little he drank, but just in case I still left them.I went to make coffee, but I didn't know what to eat. I didn't even know if my fridge had food inside of it (it does, btw). But I just decided that when Thomas wakes up I'll just ask him if he wants to go on a brunch date or something.
He only woke up 15 minutes later, so I didn't wait long. He walked out with no shirt and bed hair. I mean, I'm not complaining. He looked hot.
"Morning Chlo," he kissed me, to which I happily complied. "how do you feel? Thanks for the pills too."I smiled. "I'm okay. Woke up with a headache but otherwise, I'm okay. I was wondering if you wanted to go for a little brunch date. I kinda don't feel like making anything."
"Sure, that sounds great. Be ready in 30?" I smiled and nodded.
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I ended up taking more than half and hour to get ready, but we don't need to discuss that.
We went to IHOP, only the best breakfast place ever. Thomas and I both got pancakes; he got chocolate chip, I got blueberry. We stayed there talking for a good 45 minutes. We just talked about Descendants and filming, and life and stuff in general. We had to leave for Belfast in 5 days, for The Lodge. I was excited but scared at the same time, because i wanted to get the part, but i also don't wanna mess with the bond of the whole cast.
We were also talking about Thomas moving to LA. The thing is, he had to film for The Lodge and he had his friends and family back in Scotland. But he said that he first thought about it because LA has more job opportunities for him. He'd also mentioned it was because I was here, which, made me internally squeal, but we don't need to discuss that.There was also the unspoken thought of last night, a prominent thought in both of our heads. One of us was bound to bring it up once we got home, but for now we were just going to enjoy this moment.
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"Can we talk? About last night?" Yes, the dreaded words I've expected to hear.
"Sure." I sat down beside him on the couch and faced him.
"I just wanted to talk about last night, make sure you're okay."
I smiled and grabbed his hand. "Thank you, it's just, I didn't want to lose you. I've been hurt before in a past relationship and it took me a long time to heal."
"Do you mind telling me? You don't have to tell me if you're not ready."
"No, it's okay, you deserve to know." I took a deep breath and sighed. "Basically, in one of my past relationships, there was this guy I met. At first, we were best friends, literally almost inseparable. Later on, I figured out that he had liked me and so we started dating. We only lasted a month, but we were still best friends. We got back together a couple weeks later, but didn't last as long. Our relationship was bumpy from then. He still liked me for a good 6 months after, which was the main reason our relationship afterwards was kinda weird. I'll admit, I wasn't the greatest person to him, but he constantly complained that he was alone and had no friends, because all my friends were his and they left him for me." I sighed. "It kinda gets worse from here."
"It's okay, take your time." he said.
"Fast forward, we were texting, and he'd asked if he could be honest, to which I said yes. He called me selfish and a these other things. Normally I'd understand and accept it, but he said it in a rude way which made me feel hella guilty. Whenever I told him how I'd felt, he'd brush me off and start talking about himself. He complained about all the bad stuff I had done to him but never seemed to understand that he had done things too. It took my friends to make me realize that he was manipulating me, in the way that, he tricked my emotions to make me feel bad for him because he knew I would, so that I would stay in his life. He didn't realize how he was making me feel, which ended up hurting me even more. But he never understood, no matter how much I'd explain. He wouldn't listen either. Overall, he wasn't good for me. It took me a long time to recover. He gave me a bunch of new insecurities and doubts, and I had really bad mood swings for a long time, and I cried every day for a couple weeks. I was just overall more sensitive. I guess it was just the realization that I had been used. To this day, there's still things that he caused that are in my head, and I've kind of accepted that they won't leave," I realized at this point I was crying, when I felt a tear run down my face. "I just don't want you to be the same as him. That's why I'm mainly so upset about this whole situation with China. It reminded me of it."
Thomas pulled me into his arms. I didn't fight it. I didn't have the energy. "I'm sorry, he's a dick. I promise to treat you as you deserve, the best, of course. And I will make sure his actions won't affect you; it's okay if it takes a while, but I'm here for you every step of the way."
I sniffled, then smiled. "Thank you, I just love you so much. I just haven't talked about it in a long time. I'm feeling really drained."
"I love you too, and it's understandable. How about we just have a day to ourselves? Chilling, relaxing, cuddling, all that. Sound good?"
"Sounds amazing. I love you so much, thank you. Really."
He kissed me on the side of my head. "I love you more."
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