Stuck in the moment

Chapter fifteen "always be together" (friends Love)

Alice

I feel like my whole body is shaking. Ever since i have this fear of performing on stage in the front of People.

Next, Alice! , Miss Santos shouted.

Oh my god, i think i'm gonna die today. Takot akong mapahiya at mapag tawanan hindi naman sa wala akong boses, wala lang talaga akong confident sa pag peperform sa harapan ng maraming tao, hindi din naman kasi kagandahan ang boses ko na kagaya ng mga kaibigan ko, i am more in Dancing than singing. Kaya nakakatakot at nakakahiya pagpumalpak o pumiyok ako. Everyone know me as a bitch, mighty at walang kinatatakotan but fuck this day mapapahiya ata ako sa buong School nato, at mukang mapapahiya ko pa ata ang mga magulang ko, my mom and dad are here!! What to do??

Alice next! Sigaw nanaman ulit ni miss Santos! Paulit-ulit naman ang guro nato' kakagigil. Hindi panaman tapos yung nag pe-perform na susundan ko, exaggerated lang talaga si Miss Santos. Napabubtong hininga ako.

Hey- approach sakin' ni Seren.

Hey! I replied.

Nervous? She asked.

Hell yeah!

Kaya mo yan! Ali, we are just here.. Your parents are here. We will cheer you.

Oh shut up,irap ko sa kanya.. Hindi ako kagaya mo. Ikaw nalangmag perform para sakin please....??

Serenity just laugh... Kaya mo yan,! Face you fears ali.

Sumilip ako ng konti sa stage!! Oh my God? Nakakailang OMG na ba ako this day? Hindi ko na mabilang, nanlalamig na ang mga kamay ko.

Seren---hundi n'yo naman ako pagtatawanan diba if failed ako dito?

Why would we laugh at you? Of course hindi. Come here i'll hug you.. Ang lamig ng kamay mo Ali. Relax ka lang okay! Look at Alexa... Tiningnan ko din ang sinabi n'ya, wag' mo s'yang hayaan na pagtawanan ka. You are Alice Martinez right? You are the Bitch, Brat and mighty Alice, panindigan mo. Don't let her laugh at you. Understand.

Hindi ko alam kong bino-boost mo ang confidence ko, o mas lalo mo akong pini- pressure. But thank you.

Oh ikaw na... Good luck, you can do it. Seren said and hugged me again.

I'm here on the Stage, tinitingnan ko palang ang mga taong naka tingin sakin' para na akong masusuka na ewan. Oh God please help me... Bulong ko sa isipan ko. I close my eyes and open again, i saw my friends, Bella and Olivia. I saw my mom and dad, i saw Serenity Parents and Sky serenity's brother damn mas lalo akong kinakabahan. Nakita ko din si Alexa and she wear this kind of smile na parang nagsasabing mapapahiya ka ngayon. Fuck this stupid wanna be bitch! para namang ang ganda ng boses n'ya kanina. Yuck! Parang palaka.

This song is dedicated to my friends, i saw Bella and Vee clapping ang cheering they are holding video recorder. Tumingin din ako sa pintuan ng music hall kong saan papasok ang mga mag pe-perform dito sa stage. I saw Serenity angelic smile, she's like saying you can do it i'm proud of you.

The music start playing. Damnnn i am really nervous i can't even start any word or lyrics of the song...

And it's played again, pero hindi ko parin maibuka ang bibig ko.. Gusto ko ng maiyak.. When i look at the crowd nakita ko ang worried look ng mga kaibigan ko at magulang ko. Nakakahiya to...

I.... I'm sorry i can't do---- hindi ko na natapos ang gusto kong sabihin because i heared humming voice from the door of the backstage.

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