Stuck in the moment

Chapter 53

Ezekiel

It never crosses my mind that this day will come.

Parang gusto ko na lang magwala dahil sasakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

Have you ever imagine yourself attending funeral to an alive person?

What I wish now? Nasana panaginip lang ang lahat ng to'

But no! This is fucking real! It's fucking hellish real.

How can i move on from this? How can i survive with this kind of pain?

Buhay pa nga s'ya nasaharapan pa namin pero ang saki sakit na dito sa puso ko.

Makaka survive pa kaya ako?

Makakaahon pa kaya ako?

I always told her that i love her voice! Pero da kinakanta n'ya ngayon. Parang gusto ko na lang na wag' na syang kumanta!

The fuck.!!

My hand form into fist. But my mom hold my hand. At bahagya n'ya iton pinisil.

[Intro]
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Oh-oh, oh-oh

[Verse 1]
Lord make me a rainbow I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you
When she stands under my colors
Oh and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life
Well I've had just enough time

[Chorus]
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

[Pre-Chorus]
The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

[Verse 2]
And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the lovin' of man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand
There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

[Pre-Chorus]
The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

[Bridge]
So put on your best boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts-oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singin'
It's funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

[Chorus]
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

[Outro]
Ooh, ooh, the ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save 'em for a time when you're really gonna need 'em
Oh, the sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time
So put on your best boys, and I'll wear my pearl..