Lanas pov.
I wake up the next morning and realize Marina is still asleep so I gently unwrap my arms from her and her eyes flutter softly. She looks so cute in my bed. stop it lana she will never like you my mind said. I ignored it and went to the bathroom connected to my room and undressed and closed the door. I started a shower and started singing gods and monsters while I felt the warm pulse on my back.
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I started cooking breakfast when a slightly grumpy marina came out of the bedroom. I guess she's not a morning person. She smiled and sat at the little table I had as I handed her a cup of hot coffee. "Thank you so much Liz I really appreciate everything" she beemed at me. "No problem sweetie, now I didn't know what you wanted for breakfast so I just made some eggs and pancakes with some fruit. " She sipped her coffee and said "smells good".
After we ate I thought we would talk about what she was going to do about Burns. "Marina, what are you going to do about burns?" Her smile faded as she thought for a moment. "I don't know lizzy, I love him a lot." What was it with people and loving. .I mean I have never loved anyone sure they loved me but I never felt that feeling. "Mari-" she cut me off. "Listen.I love him and he loves me!" she screamed at me. shocked I just stood there as she walked past me out of my apartment. I was amazed I didn't think I did anything wrong I was just trying to help...wasn't I? I sat down on the bed and felt this loneliness I knew I was getting bad again. "Damn you depression" I screamed. I felt that emptiness sink into me as I just slid down the wall to fall to the dark hardwood floor unable to move.
Marinas pov.
"Listen." I screamed at Lana "I love him and he loves me!" with that I quickly grabbed my purse and left Liz's apartment and headed back to the hotel. I didn't know what had happened just now but I knew I made the wrong choice when I opened the key to the hotel room. I see Burns on top of another girl. "BURNS? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" I yelled as loud as I could. I grabbed the half empty champagne bottle and threw it against the wall I started crying and the girl ran out of the room with her slutty outfit on. I had no clue what to think all I knew was that Liz was right he didn't love me. I ran up to him and slapped him across the face and he grabbed my arms telling me that if I slap him again he will hurt me more that he ever has. I froze and screamed at him to explain himself and who that whore was.
A/N
How was that ending? haha cliffhanger! And I updated this again today because I love writing so yeah.
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FanfictionLana has never learned to love but will Marina change that? Marina has been missing something in her life lately and when she meets "Indie Queen" Lana del rey marina finds what she's been missing but will Lana feel the same?
