Lanas pov.
"what the hell is this?" I scream at Marina as she walks in the door and I hand her my phone showing the twitter rants between her and Ellie Goulding. I didn't understand why everyone hated me and for no reason and the wicked voice in my head called depression came in and started telling me my flaws, I couldn't take it I needed a drink to forget this horrible feeling.
I walk to the kitchen throwing my glass filled with liquor to the floor and grabbing the bottle of scotch and walking out of the kitchen to the living room. "Liz how much have you drank?" Marina asks me with a worried look on her face. "Not enough I saw downing the bottle and getting a new liquor from the cabinet. "What the fuck was that about on twitter. Baby voice huh? That's a new one." I say with hatred in my voice. "Listen Elizabeth, let's go to bed and talk about this tomorrow. " Marina looks defeated and tired. "Whatever" I simply replied. Marina walked into the bedroom I just sat at the dining room table drinking.
Marinas pov.
Liz was acting like someone I didn't know she was starting to scare me. I decided I didn't like it when she drank I decided to change out of my clothes and into pj's. As I walked back into the kitchen I see Liz in the corner on the floor crying with a knife in one hand her other wrist dripping blood all over. "Elizabeth! What are you doing? " I screamed in panic. "Why does everyone hate me? Your friends hate me all the critics hate me all the paparazzi do and so does everyone eventually you will....I just want to die." She grabbed the knife and sliced a deep cut onto her thigh since I was holding her wrist. "Lizzy I will never ever hate you" I said with all meaning I could. "Lizzy I love you so much please don't do this." I grabbed the knife and put it down. I grabbed my car keys and phone and picked Liz up bridal style and put her in my car and drove as fast as I could to the hospital.
A/N
Sorry I haven't uploaded recently. And I got the inspiration for this chapter by one of Lana's recent interviews. #Staystronglana and Marina's back! I will try to get back to updating normally again I promise!
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FanficLana has never learned to love but will Marina change that? Marina has been missing something in her life lately and when she meets "Indie Queen" Lana del rey marina finds what she's been missing but will Lana feel the same?
