JEALOUSY

♡chapter 1♡

Marina's pov.

I just finished off the last show on the lonely hearts tour in New York. I heading back to the hotel when I decided to take a walk around.

So I cut through an alley and found a bar I thought I might as well go in and get a drink. The bar was out of shape and looked like not many people would be there, the bricks on the outside were loosing their color and cracking and the cheap sing flashing OPEN gave me a slight headache.

I open the door and sit down on a seat at the bar searching the room. I see several men staring at me while one girl across the bar looked up at me with a mysterious smile.

I must know her name I thought.

As I sit down in the closet seat by me at the bar I got a text from Burns: Marina where the fuck are you I'm getting annoyed. I responded saying I'm on a walk and will be home soon. He has always disapproved of me drinking he says I get out of control.

I ask the man at the counter for a whiskey and start looking at the mysterious girl and she notices and walks over to me.

"Hey" she said in her velvety voice. "Hello darling" I respond noticing i was staring at her. "My names Marina, and yours may i ask?" "Elizabeth"

After a couple drinks and laughs i find out she's a singer too and goes by the stage name Lana Del Rey. I thought I recognized her face before.

"Hey Elizabeth do you mind if i stay with you for the night my boyfriend is being a real pain right now?" As soon as i asked her this i felt my phone vibrate and it was burns calling. "Speak of the devil" i said under my breath before answering the phone.

"Where the fuck are you babe?" he screamed into the phone. "It has been nearly 2 fucking hours bitch don't even bother coming back tonight I'm going to go find someone who satisfies my needs tonight be back by 10 I'm the morning tomorrow or else" he hung up and i started to cry into Elizabeths shoulder as we walk back to her apartment.

As i look at the clock on her wall and realize it's about 4 in the morning and I'm still crying i decided to tell Elizabeth what had happened. "Oh Marina, you can't let him treat you this way!" Elizabeths velvety voice soothed me as i told her hoe much i love him. "Honey, he is no good for you help doesn't deserve someone as pretty as you. Now come on and let's go to bed." she led me off her black couch that was a contrast to her white room and up past the kitchen that I already felt was like home and into her creme colored bedroom her bed was red with silk covers and pillows. "Wait Liz i don't have any clothes." she reached in a drawer in her cabinet and tossed me some clothes and size or two small for me "here" she said. I looked in her eyes and felt safe a new feeling i haven't ever felt with Burns before. As she undresses out of her mini skirt and Nirvana tee she climbs in her shorts and and baggy tee and looks up at me who was admiring her flawless body. I soon got the hint that u should change so i take off my pink dress but struggle with the zipper in the back i move towards Lana asking for help and she slowly unzips my dress. Her fingers were so soft on my bare back. I could live that moment forever it was so nice. As i undressed i realize she was staring at me like the men did when i walked into the bar but i didn't mind when she did it because i think i had feelings for her. Oh Marina don't be silly a girl that pretty would never be into a girl as ugly as you and just any girl. My mind kept playing these games on me.

A/N: okay I don't know if this is good or anything but I will update on Thursday or maybe sooner who knows I hope you like it and I hope you do :)