Journal of *Her* Life

Chapter 5

June 4th-

okay , today has been not the best day . Ugh , you know what is the hardest. My mom is very obese . I'm not trying to be rude , but she is . And my stepdad is not the skinniest guy in the world . I never want to admit it but I think I am trying to lose weight so much is that I don't want to end up like my mom and dad . My dad is obese too. So my fate is to be obese right .? Well I am trying to loose weight and stuff but I really can't when my mom orders pizza for dinner , when they think I am stupid when I buy healthier things . When I try to exercise and they act like i Turned into a alien when I said ," wanna go on a walk.?" It's just so hard . But I am going to keep my head up high and do what I got to do to loose weight. Other then that my mom and stepdad are fighting really bad these past few days. And btw he isn't my stepdad , he is my moms boyfriend . But they have been together for 9 years so he basically raised me . So I call him my stepdad . But yeah , it was horrible today . Other then that , I just talked to makayla💕 and Nathan. Me and him are fighting , I am going to end it with him. But when we talk I feel like the most horrible person in the world . He said," I am telling you I love u so much still." And I just said,"I know" but I couldn't really say something like I love you too. Because I don't . I'm sorry but I honestly don't love him, I love someone else . ❤ I just don't know how to break up with him. Anywho. I seriously feel like this journal is going to end up like my last journal , depressing and crap . Oops . Oh well . Love you all. May the odds be ever in your favor, GOODBYEEE.!

(Haha btw I am ending every chapter like that from now on . Cause I am a serious #phsyopath. Haha for anyone who doesn't know Joeys fans are named #phsycopaths. Hah.)

Love u.

-mackenzie.