Journal of *Her* Life

Chapter 29

August 15th -

Sorry I am not doing my HUGE update today . But I think I might do what i wanted do in the first place . Idc what people say. I am just done (: I am happy because I am starting fresh . Guys guess what! I like this guy in my science and reading class . And he is super nice and we tease eachother .. A lot it was soo fun today . He got white stuff all over me 😂 Not what you think . But I like new beginnings and everyone likes me in my classes . So I am just starting over . If you're not in atleast ONE of my classes ... I probably won't talk to you. Sorry . But Idk what goes on with you because I am not there so I just dont want to be in the drama . But since I love you guys I am just going to give you the lyrics to one of the songs that describe my feelings right now .

Ron pope- "A drop in the Ocean"

A drop in the ocean

A change in the weather

I was praying that you and me might end up together

It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert

But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

I don't wanna waste the weekend

If you don't love me pretend

A few more hours then it's time to go

As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm

It's too late to cry

Too broken to move on

And still I can't let you be

Most nights I hardly sleep

Don't take what you don't need from me

It's just a drop in the ocean

A change in the weather

I was praying that you and me might end up together

It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert

But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

Misplaced trust in old friends

Never counting regrets

By the grace of God I do not rest at all

And New England as the leaves change

The last excuse that I'll claim

I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl

And still I can't let you be

Most nights I hardly sleep

Don't take what you don't need from me

It's just a drop in the ocean

A change in the weather

I was praying that you and me might end up together

It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert

But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my...

Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore

No, no

Heaven doesn't seem far away

Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore

No, no

Heaven doesn't seem far away

Oh, oh

It's just a drop in the ocean

A change in the weather

I was praying that you and me might end up together

It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert

But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

You are my heaven