Journal of *Her* Life

Chapter 18

July 1st- 

Heeey ! well Makayla , i know youre reading this . STOP FUCKING PAUSING ME!!! . ugh . but well .. anyway . I am getting in that mood again . bad , sad , depressing mood . I honestly , hate when i get in this mood but gosh . I can't do anything about it . Welll , Nathan , my ex , told me I am the one he wants to be with for the rest of his life and he loves me . I told michael , (boyfriend now) .. and michael said ," he really loves you " . I know he loves me . The thing is , I have been feeling , I can't "love" someone that I have never hung out with , or seen in real life to be honest . He keeps trying to hang out with me but of course I have plans or I am at my dads when he ask . anyway , dont you just hate that feeling you get when the person you really really like . doesnt like u .... it sucks . but YAY YOU FINALLYED UNPAUSED ME KAYLA ! CONGRATS TO ME ! What i love about facetiming her is that we willl be on facetiming for anywhere from 1 hour - 4 hours and not even talk . We can do our things and be completely fine . but she kept me on pause for an hour .... -_-UGH ! anyway , i am getting a Joey Graceffa phone case guys . #hypeddd! well I am ending it today with that . WAIT NO I AM NOT! IMPORTANT NEWS: my stepmom and dad are getting a divorce . okay byee!

May the odds be ever in your favour , GOODBYEEEE!

-Mackenzie. .