Journal of *Her* Life

Chapter 16

Hey guys tbh I have had a very bipolar day . It started with being happy . Spending hours with my uncle Jason the day before he goes to Korea . He's in the army , btw . And it ended up wit facetiming my best friend makayla ... Crying . Makayla thank you so much . I hate crying infront of people but you were the shoulder I could cry on . I love you. I mean it . I think that my family knew I was crying because I ran out if the room and hid in my cousins room. I think they old him I was crying and he screamed down the stairs ," I love you Kenzie" . I cried so much harder . I think I figured what I am getting tattooed on my body . On my hip .. I am getting "uncle jason" written on me . Idc if it will hurt . He is so important to me . He is the most father figure I have had in my life. I worry everyday if he will come home . And to be completely true . I want to make him stay but he can't , he will get in big trouble . And it's not like I can just drive to see him when he's home . He lives in Texas . He comes to ohio for I think 1 eek in june/ or July . And I see him 1/7 of the days . Yet he is the most important man in my life , I don't want to loose him. </3

-Mackenzie.