Journal of *Her* Life

Chapter 31

August 18th-

Hi guys! You want to know what I hate ? Sometimes I get this rush of confidence and I had that confidence earlier . And I was thinking "I want to be a model" but now I am thinking . Have you seen me ? I am not attractive . But Idc , all I know is . I have this person / these people that I am not really sure if I want to hang out with them anymore . They hurt me , a lot . And Idk what to do . I think I want to leave them . I am sticking to this . Deleting their number and just never replying and I think that is what I am going to do . But I hope you guys have a fantastic day . And p.s- you all should go listen to my favorite song . Because it's basically how I feel now . It's called "gasoline" by Troye Sivan . 😌

-Mackenzie

P.s- my depression and anxiety are back and worse than ever . 😔