Journal of *Her* Life

Chapter 21

July 7-

Hey guys ! Soooo! Don't u just hate it when you think the person u care the most about /love a lot hates you? I feel this way . Ugh! They swear they don't but idk . -_-

Anyway, Idk what has got over me but I have this rush of confidence .well if u know me in life I always say I am fat . Aren't I right ? Well I way 160-ish ! Yes . I know a lot for my age , but I am tall! So it's kinda normal. But anywho , I was looking at my self in a mirror (everyone does it don't deny it!) well I thought to myself .....

I'm not really that fat , I look good . (Weight wise .)

And yesterday I actually just wore a tank top and shorts out in public . If u know me u know I would never do that ! But idk , I like myself the way I am now !

UPDATE: I saw chase (the 17-20 yr. old that "flirted" with me at walmart 2 days ago! I just started laughing but then he looked and I blushed and walked away... My stepmom asked me why I was laughing .. I was laughing because I saw him and thought about mine and my moms convo bout him. Butt I told my stepmom "I read a joke on a DVD case" haha, I wouldn't of bought it but she isn't the sharpest tool in the shed. Idk why but I almost walked up to him and hugged him on the way out !

-_- omfg . Why do u have to be stupid Mackenzie!?!? But I didn't .. Thank god ! Haha , well while I was at my dads the past 4 days , I read i think 4 Troyler fanfics ! OMFG ! I didn't cry , but I said "aww" and squeled at my phone at my uncles house and he gave me the look like "you are so weird" haha.

Well today I was on my way to my uncles and I just got this burst of hyperness and happiness ! So we were turning and I saw this guy walking , I popped my head out of the car window and said " HOW YOU DOING!?!" And he said ,"Decent , you?" And I said ," same!" And he said "good ." and I said ," HIGH FIVE" and we air high fived. Haha , me and my stepmom were weak as f. !!! And then I started barking at this dog ... God now I know why people strongly dislike me .! IM SO WEIRD! .

Welll.....

MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOUR , GOOOOOOODBYEEE

-Mackenzie.