“THAT’S SUCKS!”
Yvon smiled bitterly. That thing was really suck. Hangal siya para ibahagi pa niya ang pagdadalamhati ng puso. Siya lang naman ang magiging kawawa sa huli. Even Zack will pity on her. Kung kaya lang niyang ibuntong kay Sai ang pagmamahal para dito.
“Let’s not talk about it.”
Everybody agree with her. Ilang sandali muna ng katahimikan ang nagdaan sa kanila bago iyon binasag ni Sai. He looks serious that time.
“Is it wrong to fell inlove with someone who is committed already?”
“Yes! You’re just going to ruin the relationship of those couple,” it was Jess. She was talking with Sai but her attention was with her.
Kanya-kanyang pananaw ang mga ito kung saan sumasang-ayon ang mga ito kay Jessie. Only she and Zack didn’t comment. Okay na sana ang pagsasawalang kibo niya ng punain siya ni Cass.
“What do you think Yvv?”
“For me it is not,” she whispered. “As long as you’r not doing any move or even planning to destroy their present joyful relationship…” Tumahimik ang lahat sa sinabi niya. “The only wrong thing it is that you love him or her at the perfect wrong time.”
Dama sa bawat salita niya ang kabigatan at kalungkutan niya. Sa oras na iyon ay hindi na niya napigilan ang sarili sa pagluha. She must cry caused her hearts couldn’t hide the pain anymore. Crying was not a sign of weaknesses afterall. It’s just a way to heal her wounded heart that laugther cannot cure.
She silently excused herself on them. Mabilis na tinungo niya ang restroom ng bahay at doon niya malayang pinatulo ang kanyang mga luha. With her alone, she will never be afraid to feel all the agony on her heart.
Ilang sandali pa ay nakita na niyang nakasandal si Jessie sa hamba ng pinto. She was out of her mind not to even lock the door. Ayaw niyang tumingin dito. She doesn’t want to hear even her voice that was just going to nag at her.
“Hangang ngayon pala ay hindi ka pa sumusuko sa kanya.” Jess walk near her and comfort her. “You’re hurting yourself Yvv. Patuloy kalang masasaktan.”
Mula sa salamin ay nakita niya ang pag-aalala sa mukha nito. Alam niyang tutol lang naman ito sa kanyang nadarama dahil walang patutunguhan iyon. Ayaw lang nitong masaktan siya gaya ng nangyari dito noon.
“Pain has its own way of saying enough,” she said between tears. “But then, stupidity finds its way to say more… and its hurts.”
“You are pathetic Yvv. I know that you love him that much and it hurt so badly. But Yvv, you can never escape pain, but atleast you can do what is right,” Jess put effort to convince her.
She shook her head and stares at her. With her watery eyes, she cleared her troath and get strength to figth for what she feels. “I can choose between doing what is right… but I’m sorry Jess, I prefer to believe that it will be alrigth.”
Binitiwan ni Jessie ang kanyang balikat. She stood up and walk against her. Isang hakbang pa lang ang lampas niya dito ng maagap na pigilan siya sa braso ni Jessie.
“Stay away from him Yvv. You will just going to hurt yourself. Stay away before it’s too late.”
Marahang inalis niya ang pagkakahawak nito sa kanya. “But its too late already Jess. No matter how much it hurts, I will still love him… excuse me…” lumakad na siya palayo upang magbalik sa kanyang silid. Alam niyang darating ang panahon na sisisihin siya nito sa mga nagbabadyang parusa niya sa pagiging hangal. Ngunit hangat hindi pa dumarating ang panahon na iyon ay mananatili na muna siyang tanga para sa isang pag-ibig na tanging siya lang ang may alam.
BINABASA MO ANG
JUST PRETEND AND BE LOVE (A Twist in My Story)
Romance"Living a day without you...would mean having no life at all... But if losing you is the best thing to make you happy... then I must live... without a life..."
