The Bucket List

Chapter fourteen

Chapter fourteen

When my back hit Toby's soft bed I couldn't help but sigh. After spending another week in the hospital with them poking me, I was ready to be away.

They had told me my brain had put me on pause. I didn't need physical rehab or any help because It was as if I had woke up from just a regular nights sleep. I prided myself for this, I felt both smart and empowered. Firstly I wasn't dying anymore, second, I was on a pain free road to being cancer free. Once my mother came back and verbally told me she forgave me, my life could be complete. I had tried to call her multiple times but it only went to voice mail. Toby had tried to tell me she was busy, but was she really so busy she was ignoring her child she had fought so hard for? It made no sense to me. But I trusted her.

"What are you grinning about." Toby laughed.

"I'm thinking about when mom comes back." I smiled. Toby's smile slipped away and he grimaced. "What's wrong?"

He blinked before looking at one of his posters as of had suddenly become interesting. "Nothing, I'm just sorry your mom wasn't here to see you get out."

"She'll make up for it when she gets back." I chirped.

Toby said nothing but went to busy himself by cleaning his floor. It sort of annoyed me but I was too in a good mood to ruin it. When he walked by I swung my foot out as caught him in the butt, making him drop the dirty clothes as to catch himself. I leaned back and smiled at him. "I love you." He stares into my eyes before grinning and coming to drop on top of me. He pressed a leg between mine and presses his lips to mine. I eagerly kissed him back, dropping my hands to his shorts to push them down.

"What, no hour of foreplay?" He muttered, bitting my bottom lip.

I lifted my leg that was between his and purred. "No, I want you now. I want you to show me how hard you love me."

He gasped and rocked forward, rubbing his own leg against my erection to make me moan. "Hard?" He struggled.

I slid my hands to his neck and pressed my mouth to his ear, hotly blowing into it. "I want you to pound me into nothing."

I felt his hands grip my hips as he hissed. "When did you get so dirty?"

"Doesn't matter, come on baby." He rocked forward and I pulled out from between his legs to slide my hands down to my jeans, pushing them along with my underwear to the floor. Toby pushed me onto my back and made me open my legs so he could dip between them to lick the inside of my left thigh. I felt a moan rip from my throat as I arched my back and opened my mouth in a smile. Toby licked from my thigh up the back of my shaft, only stopping to kiss my top before continuing to lick back down to lead to my stomach. I giggled when he took moments to suck hard enough to leave small hickeys. He used his teeth and tugged my shirt up, peering at me with hungry eyes. I flicked my tongue out to my bottom lip to wet them. Toby dropped my shirt and used his hands to rip it off of me, literally. I watched the fabric rip from the hem to the neck. "Toby!" I gasped before giggling. He said nothing and latched his lips around one of my nips. He sucked and bit at it roughly to make it harden before moving to the other, leaving me in a horny and moaning mess. "Toby hurry up and screw me!"

Toby barked a laugh and sat back between my legs. "I like the dirty talk." He leaned over me to open his night stand and withdraw a small black bottle.

He squeezed a generous amount on his fingers and the sent of green apples assaulted my nose. "What is that? Candy?"

He laughed. "It's lube."

"So we're being professional now?" I hummed. I was referring to how we had just used lotion up until now.

"Future porn stars, darling."