5 Seconds of Summer Preferences and Imagines (some smut)

Want You Back ~ Luke Imagine

Luke pov

Can't help but wondering if this is the last time I'll see your face, is it tears or just the fucking rain?

"Y/N come back inside, we can work this out." I holler out after Y/N, it's raining, I just want to reach out to her I just want to comfort her. apologize for everything I've done, for making her cry.

Wish I could say something, something that doesn't sound insane but lately I don't trust my brain.

 I don't know what to say, I messed up I hurt her but she's all I care about I just want her back. I just don't trust myself to say the right thing.

You tell me I won't ever change, so I just say nothing.

"Luke, you're never going to change. You say that you will but I know you won't."  Y/N says hanging up the phone leaving me on the other line alone again.

No matter where I go, I'm always going to want you back, No matter how long you're gone, I'm always going to want you back.

"Y/N, I've told you a million times I'm sorry, please come home," I beg crying to her voicemail I can't just move on I want her and only her.

  I know you know, I will never get over you, No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back, Want you back.

"Luke, stop calling I need time, this isn't something I can get over in a few days. You messed up, you did this."

  I remember the freckles on your back and the way that I used to make you laugh.  

I miss everything about her, I just want to touch her, hold her, tell her how much I love her and how much she means to me.

 Cause you know every morning I wake up yeah, I still reach for you.  

  I got so used to having her its weird without her being here. I just want to wake up with her in my arms at least one more time.

I remember the roses on your shirt when you told me this would never work. You know, even when I say I moved on Yeah, I still dream for you.  

I tell her I've moved on but I haven't. I can't, she consumes my every thought. So many memories that I can't let go.

You know even though I know that you're gone all I think about is where I went wrong.

I did this, not her, I messed up I took that other girl to bed. I knew the consequences but  I still did it. Why did I do it? Why did I have to mess up such a good thing? I loved her so much, I was drunk and fucked up. I broke her heart because I couldn't think straight. Now I get drunk to try and forget the memory, to try and forget that I don't have her anymore. Y/N is no longer mine because I was stupid. 

A/N  ~

Hey guys! sorry I was gone. At the end of March and Beginning of April, I was on Vacation and had no time to write. Then this last month has been pretty crazy with school seeing as its now the last month of school. Yay! I finally had some free time to write. I know Want You Back is "old" now but I still wanted to write this. I can't wait for Youngblood on June 22nd (11 days after my birthday). This summer I might be able to write a bit more just depending on how my classes this summer work yes I'm taking behind the wheel driving classes and maybe getting a job. Another thing I know I didn't use the whole song in this I did skip some of the end because it repeats a lot. Well, that's all I got for now! See you all later.

xx Bre

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