5 Seconds of Summer Preferences and Imagines (some smut)

Why Won't You Love Me - Michael (Sad Imagine)

A/N

I used a picture from Crystals Instagram for this Imagine. It's supposed to be the background for his phone. Also, I should say that I fully love Crystal and Michael together. They are an amazing couple. Crystal even follows me on Twitter now since the album came out. If you don't like them that's fine but I do.

Michael POV

Switching into airplane mode again

We're not alright but I'll pretend

Press my cheek against the glass

Just be good 'til I get back

Leaving never feels right it hurts having to leave her but I have a job to do. I have to go on stage and perform across the world. She knows that and I do to but no matter what it still hurts. This isn't healthy what I'm putting her through. I come home for a few days, maybe, then I'm gone, hard to reach for weeks at a time. I come home never knowing if she will still be there.

The ground disappears

I hold back the tears

I check my phone to see your face

Staring back as if to say

Don't worry, you won't be lonely

Sitting on this plane, on my way to Japan feels wrong without her by my side. I look at my phone just to check the time and see my lock screen. A picture of her and I at a party a few weeks ago. I hold back tears looking at the picture her sitting on my lap in a pool float just looking into each other's eyes. The love in the picture as radiant as the sun. I won't be lonely without her here, sure but I still will miss and think of her every second. Even though I just left her I need her here with me. I don't like being away from her for even a second. We both have our friends but it's different not having each other.

Why won't you love me?

Why won't you love me?

You imagine when you close your eyes

You're with me on the other side

So why won't you love me?

You tell me you love me but it doesn't seem so, how can you truly love someone you barely know anymore. Someone you never see in person. Maybe we're both holding onto something that isn't there anymore but I won't be the first to let go. I love her too much to let go. We only talk on the phone once a week anymore its the only time we can make it work. I know shes across the world wishing she was here by my side even if she doesn't love me anymore. Neither of us wants to let go.

Y/N POV

Few drinks deep at a table for one

The place we like to go and you take yourself home again

Three missed calls at 2 AM

You say you never heard, you're late to get to work and then the time disappears

I sit here in the place we go every Monday alone once again. I know he can't be here but a small part of me wishes he could. It's getting late I have to go. I get up leaving the diner on my own for what feels like the millionth time.

Waking up the next morning before work I noticed 3 missed calls from him. I huff a laugh, of course, he didn't remember time zones, he never does. I call him back while getting ready listening to him talk on the other side his voice rough since he just woke up. Looking at the clock, I cut him off "I never heard your phone calls this morning I'm sorry. I'm late for work now,"

You hold back the tears

Your best girlfriend just got engaged

You say you can't wait and need to make a change

You told me it's so hard to be lonely

" It seems everything is falling apart here without you. Y/BFF/N is getting married in June and I'm happy for her. But something with us needs to change. I can't stand being lonely anymore, it's driving me insane without having you anymore." you cry into the phone hearing him sigh on the other side not knowing what to say. Lately, neither of you know what to say.

Michael POV

Why won't you love me?

Why won't you love me?

We're together all alone tonight

So helpless from the other side

So why won't you love me?

I listen to her on the phone, the sadness in her voice killing me inside. I can't help her from here, not in the way she needs. We just need each other, yet it's the one thing we can't have.

Can you tell me why, my love? Can you tell me why?

I hold on to you and you hold on to me

Can you tell me why, my love? Can you tell me why?

I hold on to you and you hold on

"Love, I don't know what to say but I'm trying here. I love you so much it's why we put ourselves through this. Just so we can have each other, but we don't, we're apart more than we're together." I sigh my heart heavy with guilt. "Why do we do this Y/N, why? We put each other through so much just for a few days together, it will never be enough for us. All we need is each other but we can't have that my love." I hear her crying on the other side all I want is so comfort her, tell her everything will be fine but we both know it isn't.

~end ~

A/N

So I started writing this late Thursday/early Friday and it was supposed to be up on Friday but I got distracted. Then Friday night I went and stayed with my best friends house without even thinking. After being there I realized I forgot to finish this, but I didn't have my laptop to write it on. I didn't get home until late last night and I ended up binge watching Riverdale season 1. It's really good. Then today I finally finished this. I hope you guys like this I worked really hard on it.

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