To Cast Turpentine Kisses (A Frerard Student/Teacher)

Chapter 28

At one point, Gerard lets Frank fuck him. It's pretty late into their relationship. Things are really switched up one day. Frank comes over and Gerard's more distraught than he's EVER seen him, ever, and it kind of freaks Frank out a bit. He's totally distracted and upset and it's WEIRD. Gerard's been fighting with the school board about something, like the art show he's putting on with the art students (they think it's too controversial, which is total bull), and he found out that Mikey might be moving cross-country, and his mom had some strange test results come back so he's worried about that. And this time Frank has to be the one to help distract him and run a little bit of damage control.

So Gerard admits to Frank that he was an alcoholic, and it's one of those things where Frank's totally floored because Gerard's not usually one to open himself up like that. He usually plays his personal stuff pretty close to the chest. It's kind of overwhelming, for Frank, to know that Gerard actually trusts him enough to tell him something like that. Of course something that Gerard DOESN'T tell him is that the only time he's actually been in love with someone it was when he was in the depths of his alcoholism so it totally throws him off being with Frank, because he's a little messed up when it comes to relationships and the last guy he thought he might be in love with totally fucked him over and it was a huge, huge mess and it took a long time for him to get over it. He was also the only guy that Gerard ever let fuck him, so he's not sure why he decides to let Frank fuck him, but he knows he wants to so he does.

Of course Gerard is still like SUPER TOPPY BOTTOM and totally handcuffs Frank to the bed while he rides him and Frank is like GNUHHHH and only lasts for a little bit because he has never fucked anybody before, okay! And he's young! GIVE HIM A BREAK HIS EXCITED PENIS CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH. ;___; And of course as soon as Frank comes Gerard rides it out and then pulls off and fucks Frank until he comes hard and it's AWESOME. Frank is just like starry-eyed but Gerard is trying not to show how he's a little freaked out about it. Mostly because, yup, he is totally in love with this kid, god, he is so, so fucked (literally, it seems). It's also the first night they sleep the entire night through in the bed together, too (they've slept in the bed together for periods of time, but haven't actually gone to bed at a normal-ish hour and woken up with each other). SNUGGLES FOR LAMER BOYS IN LOVE.