*Sexual Content*
"I promise I won't fall in love ever again."
Promises are meant to be held within our hearts, they are never to be broken or said out loud. But sometimes, promises like the one that Emma made to herself are meant to be broken. Espec...
Hey kitties, so I know it's been awhile and to be honest it wasn't even because of school it was because of writers block and I wasn't really sure where I wanted to pick up after chapter nine, but I soon figured it out, at least I didn't leave you hanging for months like last time... hahaha. Okay, I get it you're still annoyed by that but think about it this way... I came back and continued the story. So let me not annoy you and let's just get to the fun stuff! Enjoy!
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Song of Chapter: Sorry, by Halsey
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The walls that surrounded me were still the same color, I had told him to change it thousands of times but he seemed to like the color of vomit splattered on the walls of his office. The continuous clicking of his pen is what brought me out of my state of mind in which always seemed to grasp me out of the real world, sometimes that was a good thing.
"Emma, may I remind you that you were the one who insinuated this meeting." Doctor Rafferdy said taking a sip of chamomile tea.
It was true that I had called him and asked for him to make time for me this evening, but that was because my father said it was best to do so, especially after that whole scene that had happened with Christian.
Just thinking of him made my cheeks heat up of the embarrassment, he probably thinks I'm insane. How was I going to be able to look at him after what had happened yesterday? How was I going to be able to let him touch me when every time he does I think of Leo? How was I going to move on from these images that kept playing in my head like a movie on replay? How am I going to move on?
How do I move on?
"How do I move on?" I asked Doctor Rafferdy, letting my thoughts be heard. It was time that I cooperated with someone that was willing to help, because if I didn't I'd never really feel like myself, and the things I wanted in life would never come true because the thoughts in my head were never spoken, and there are too many questions stored in my mind that need to be answered.
"What is it exactly that we are moving on from?" He asked, changing his posture, to make himself look more intrigued to what this conversation was going to lead to.
"You know what, him, how do I move on from that monster?" I asked making sure my face showed how disgusted I was with him.
"Well I thought that we had moved past this, what was it that made this come back to take over your mind?" He asked.
He was right, we had already moved past this horrific movement of my life, at least enough to deal with it and move on into the future without worrying about my past, but that all changed that night at the club. "A man changed everything," I said, not really sure how I would explain my answer.
