*Sexual Content*
"I promise I won't fall in love ever again."
Promises are meant to be held within our hearts, they are never to be broken or said out loud. But sometimes, promises like the one that Emma made to herself are meant to be broken. Espec...
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"Emma please let's talk about this." Christian says running after me. After the dinner we all split ways and I was trying to walk as fast as I could away from this problem. Christian decided that we still had more to talk about, as if the drama in my life wasn't enough already. "Christian please just leave me alone. I don't want to deal with any of this right now."
I kept walking away in a hurry, I had texted Val to meet up with me so that I could talk to her about this. I had no clue what I was doing I felt guilty for sleeping with my future step-brother, and the worst part about all of it was that I still wanted to be with him.
"Emma please!" Christian pleads as he grabs ahold of my hand, turning me around to face him.
"Christian I don't know what you want me to say, there is nothing to say what we did even though it felt right and still feels right it cannot be done again. It has to remain in the past as a mistake."
Christian lets go of my hand and bites his lip looking at my own.
"Let me kiss you one last time please, just one last time."
"Christian-"
"Please, one last time and I promise I will leave you alone Emma and I will not bring this this up ever again. I just need this. I just need you for this moment please."
Although I know that after the wedding he will be seen as my step-brother I still allow myself to give into his temptation. My lips fall onto his and he presses my body tightly against his. The kiss is passionate and almost feels different than the others. It feels clean and new. It feels loving and forbidden. Something I wish I could keep doing, but realization hits me, reminding me that this can't go on. I move away from Christian's lips and look once more into his eyes before turning around and walking away.
I had to do what was right.
Being with Christian is not fate wants and I will have to learn to accept that.
~*~
"Val, where are you?" I asked through the phone.
"I'm like a block away, could you please relax. Do you know how hard its is to find parking and then have to walk all the way to you. They should give me an olympic gold medal just for trying to fit into these skinny tight jeans this morning and than try to walk these blocks without tearing them."
"Why the hell are you wearing skinny jeans if they are that tight on you?"
"Well Emma, I'm glad you asked. My mother said it was about time I start losing weight and that meant fitting into a size zero in jeans. Mind you she threw all of my clothes away, and by all of my clothes I mean the ones that actually fit. So now I'm stuck in these jeans that are slowly cutting off my circulation."
