Flashback
"Jimin..." Taehyung said as I clean the table.
The birthday boy is usually the one who can't stand the mess but since he went out somewhere, I decided to clean it up before he went back.
"Yup?" I answered.
"Did you and Amy had sex before... when you were still together?" He asked.
"Honestly, tae... what's with you today? First Jin hyung then me."
"I'm just curious." Taehyung said pouting.
"Then get yourself a girlfriend so you won't be curious anymore." I said.
"You're saying it like there's a market where I could choose one off the shelf, go home and say 'hey look what I got! A girlfriend!'"
"Then go out... meet people... find someone in Daegu since you always go back home." I said as carried the plates to the sink.
"I'm a virgin." He suddenly said.
My hands suddenly slipped from the shock of his confession causing all the plates to drop on floor, breaking on contact.
Shit that was all our plates.
"God damn it, Tae, stop saying stupid things like that."
"Quid pro quo. Now you must answer my question." He smiled.
"No. We didn't. By that time Jinri, already have had a boyfriend so I don't want her getting any idea. Besides, I usually just enjoy talking to her."
"So Jinri's a virgin when she got together with Kook. Obviously not now but..."
"STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT MY SISTER'S SEX LIFE!!!! I already have bunnykins for that."
"If a girl's not a virgin would it be okay for you?"
"I don't give a fuck about those things. If you found someone who complements you... if she's not a virgin, would you leave her?"
"No.. I'm not shallow. I'm not thinking about that. Like you know virginity as a requirement for a girlfriend. That's stupid. The thing is Jungkook still sees Jessie right? because she's your sister's friend. It always makes me wonder... how do you get back from that... from seeing each other naked, being intimate to like nothing..."
This is how it likes to talk to Taehyung, it starts off as a non-sensical idea that escalates to something that keeps you awake at night.
Present
When I kissed her my brain lit on fire and the warmth spread throughout my entire body.
After that I was addicted, I couldn't bare not to be with her and I could barely breathe.
"Jimin... make me forget... make me forget what happened."
When she said those words it was my salvation and my torment.
It always makes me wonder... how do you get back from that... from seeing each other naked, being intimate to like nothing..
How does she get back from that? How do you get back from the worst memory of your life and go on?
I encouraged her but it was an empty encouragement. It wasn't a lie, I still see the old Amy in her, but I don't know how she could find herself again.
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Chasing Amy PJM
Fanfiction"Okay, how about I come with you today on your stalking spree and then I help you get her back." Jungkook said as he glance at him while he parks. "Really? You think if I can't do anything in six months, YOU can HELP me?" Jimin said as he smiled wid...
