Meant to Be (Twilight Love Story)

Chapter 7: Drunken Nights

Chapter 7: Drunken Nights

Sabrina P.O.V

I sat in my room on my bed with my book. There was a knock at my door, I looked up to see Edward in my doorway. "May I come in?" He said his voice sounding like velvet. "Sure." I replied closing my book. He walked in and sat on my bed right next to me. His eyes landed on my book "Romeo and Juliet huh?" He said with a grin."Ya... I love this book. Its like I can feel their love from reading the book." I said sheepishly. "Do you think everyone has someone out there that will make them feel that love?" Edward asked looking at the ground. "Of course, everyone has that one out there... They just need to find them." I said looking at Edward. "You know I thought Bella was the one.... But then she left me.. Ive thought about why she left many times.. Was I the reason she left? Was I not good enough." Edward said running his hands through his hair. "No Edward you are good enough.. Bella is just a dumb bitch and didn't know how good she had it... One day some girl will come along and give you the love you deserve." I said pulling his chin up to look at me. His eyes searched mine for answers. "I think that girl is already here... Right in front of me." Edward said his mouth going in a crooked smile. He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. I was shocked, Edward is gorgeous and all. Any girl would die to be in my position, but I felt nothing when he kissed me. I pushed him away, running my fingers through my hair I sighed "Edward... Im not the girl who can give you the love you deserve..." I said awkwardly. His smile dropped "Sabrina, I thought I would never love another girl after Bella but then you came along and I forgot all about Bella... I love you Sabrina." Edward said looking at me. My heart dropped at his word "No Edward... I don't feel that way towards you.. You deserve to a with a girl who truly loves you, and that girl isn't me.." I said sadly. He tensed up and walked out my door slamming it. Fuck he was a dick. I didn't mean to hurt his feelings, but I did.. I just need to forget about all that just happened.

I sat on my bed thinking of some ways to take my mind off of Edward. I gasped when I remembered the full bottle of vodka in my closet that I had hide. I ran to my closet pulling it out, but I don't want to drink by myself like some depressed person. Hmmm I got it! Jake and Seth will definitely drink with me. I giggled remembering the first day I met Jake and he was checking me out. What should I wear though? I walked to my closet looking through my clothes. My eyes landed on a pair of white short shorts and a black crop top. Yes I will wear these I thought to myself as I pulled them out. Now for some sexy undergarments. I dug through my dresser pulling out a black lace thong and a matching bra. I slipped them on along with my clothes. Fuck now I need shoes.. I looked through my closet till I found my black combat boot and yanked them on. I quickly curled my hair and applied some eyeliner and mascara. I was ready to go. I grabbed the vodka and stuck in my backpack then I put the backpack on. I walked down the stairs. "Damn I didn't know you were that hot Sabrina!!" Emmet boomed as I entered the room. I shook my head "Um is it okay if I go to Seth's he is having a hard time right now." I asked. "Of course darling." Carslie said looking up from his laptop. "Thank." I said while hugging him goodbye. I ran into the garage, I walked up to the black Jaguar Carslie and Esme got me. I slid into the car, throwing the backpack in the backseat, and drove towards Jakes house.

Soon I arrived at Jakes. I pulled into his driveway, He ran up to my window. I rolled it down "Whats up Beautiful?" Jake said smirking. "Just looking for some fun so get in." I said flirtatiously. He nodded and hopped in "So where are me going babe?" He questioned. "Haha! Babe? well we are picking up Seth." I said grinning. "What? Seth is coming?" He said disappointed. "Oh relax it will be fun!" I exclaimed. He nodded. I pulled up in front of Seth's house to find him waiting and he got in. "So we are we going??" They both asked eagerly. "To the beach to have a fire." I said. They both whooped. I shook my head at them. We arrived at the beach, I grabbed the backpack and walked towards the beach. I sat down and Jake and Seth came up with fire wood in their arms. Soon Jake got the fire going. I pulled out the vodka and both boys smirked. I opened the vodka and took a huge gulp from it. "Woah Ive never seen a girl drink like that." Jake said astonished. "Ah well I'm not most girls." I said winking. I took a couple more big drinks before passing it to Seth. He took a little sip, then passed it to Jake. I didn't even see Jake take a drink but whatever.

I looked at Seth to find him passed out. "What a fucking crack!" I said laughing. Jake got up and came over to me. He sat down, our leg were touching. I could feel the warmth radiate off of him. Suddenly there was a tingly feeling all over my body and a burning in my throat, The vodka was kicking in. He pulled out his phone and turned on music. The song Kiss Me by Ed Sharon came on. Oh my god this song...

Flashback

"Your so beautiful Sabrina." Chris said stoking my cheek. I bit back smile, he groaned. "I cant resist when you bite your lip." Chis said grabbing my chin. "Sorry." I whispered. "Dont apologise baby." Chris said. He pressed his lips to mine. The song Kiss Me by Ed Sharon was playing. Chris said it was out song. I laid on my back as he got on top of me. His eyes ran down my bare body. He kissed along my jawline and kissed behind my ear. "You sure that you want me to be the one that takes your virginity?" Chris whispered in my ear. I nodded. He got up, slipping off his boxer to reveal his hard erection. His finger rubbed my clit. "What are you doing?" I asked nervously. "I have to make you wet first babe." He said huskily. I nodded as he stuck one finger in me and began pumping me. Soon I was dripping wet. He pulled on a condom and placed himself at my entrance. He slowly pushed into and I whimpered in pain. "Do you wanna stop?" He asked looking at me. I shook my head. He continued to thrust into me. "Fuck your tight." He growled. At first it hurt but now it was feeling so good. I was close. He thrusted deep into me causing me to moan and I came. A few seconds later I felt his warmth inside the condom. He rolled off of me and laid next to me holding me in his arms. He pushed some hair out of my face while he stared into my eyes. "Promise you will always love me?" I said softly looking away. "I promise Sabrina." Chris whispered against my ear.

End of Flashback.

I felt a tear roll down my cheek. Fuck I thought I was done being sad about Chris, He was the one who took my virginity and he was the only guy I ever told I loved... Then he cheated on me and left me for a more experienced girl. Jake wiped my tear away "Hey forget about him, Its his lost." Jake said pulling me against him. "How.. how did you know I was crying about a guy?" I asked. "As soon as I turned on this song you zoned out and started crying.. So I figured it reminded you of a guy." Jake said looking at me with sorrow in his eyes. I nodded looking down at the ground. Jake pulled my chin up to look at me "You know you're to beautiful to be looking down." He said softly. I smiled softly the he crashed his lips into mine. Jakes kiss was not what I expected, It was rough but yet so gentle. I wrapped my fingers in his hair pulling him closer. His tonged touched my bottom lip asking for entrance, I accepted. Our tongues touched each others. We fought for. dominance, Jake won of course. His hands traveled down my torso. I moaned into his lips. He ripped off my shirt. He moaned then began kissing my collarbone. His hands snaked around my back, he unclasped my bra revealing my bare breasts. He rubbed my left breast while his tongue ran across my right one. His other hand ran down my stomach reaching the too of my shorts. I suddenly felt wrong about this.. I mean ya I had feelings for Jake but something inside told me to stop. I sat up looking away from Jake "Im sorry I think I was a little to drunk." I said embarrassed, I was coming down from my vodka high. He chucked "You don't have to say sorry hon." Jake said softly. He took off his shirt and handed it too me. I realised I didn't have a bra nor a shirt on. I quickly put on my bra and his shirt.

I stood up and walked towards the car as Jake put out the fire and picked up a passed out Seth. I sat in the drivers seat as Jake put Seth in the back and sat in the passenger seat. I drove to Jakes house, I pulled into his driveway. He got out with Seth and ran into the house. I was about to drive away when Jake ran back out. I rolled down my window as he approached "Can I help you mister Black? I said slyly. He laughed "I just wanted to say thanks for tonight, I had fun." He said. "No problem bro." I said smirking. "Goodnight beautiful." He said while kissing my cheek. I giggled and drove away. Soon I arrived home.