Nothing To U. | Lil Peep

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Gus' pov

I rolled over in bed my eyes making contact with the beautiful girl who laid next to me, I reached forward and wiped the strands of hair out of her face as her lips parted slightly while she slept peacefully.

I couldn't stop the smile that grew on my face as I just laid there admiring her beauty, I slowly leaned forward placing a light and small kiss on her parted lips. I just couldn't help myself she's just so perfect.

She moved a little after I departed and her nose crinkled slightly like a small bunny rabbit which made me only lay in 'awe' how can one little human being so cute?

She slowly fluttered her eyes open smiling dazedly at me as she was still half asleep.

"G-good morning" she mumbled out everything a little groggy about her.

I smiled.

"Good morning boo" I said as I reached forward and pulled her small frame into my arms holding her closely which she accepted and laid her head on my chest.

"This is all I ever want to wake up too" I mumbled under my breath.

"What?" She asked lifting her head up and looking at me.

"nothing" I said with a smile as I leaned down and kissed the top of her head.

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I sighed as I squeezed her as tightly as I could trying my best to embrace her in the warmest goodbye hug ever, I was trying to hug her so tightly that our bodies would become one and I'd squeeze my love and care into her.

"Bub you're literally leaving for a couple hours- oh my god I can't breathe" she mumbled as I lifted her over the ground rocking us back and forth as I didn't let go of my hug.

After a minute or two she finally broke free and took a breath from how tight I held her.

"Alright now that I can breathe once again, I really gotta head back in and get ready I'll see you later love" she said as she stepped back. I sighed and we said our goodbyes as I walked away.

-

I pulled into the driveway and got out walking inside my house. Once I got inside I noticed nobody was home and took time to realize they were all probably at bexeys house or something. I walked down the hall and to my room then went to the bathroom taking a shower.

Once I was out of the shower and dressed I laid down on the bed as soon as my head my contact with the pillow my phone buzzed the all to familiar Instagram notification sounded.

Today at 12:00pm
Toopoor
Heyy Gus

Me
Wtf u want

Toopoor
You;)

Me
You know I'm
With someone
Toopoor
Since when
Has that stopped me?

Me
Oh home wrecker?
That's sum to be
Mad proud of.

Toopoor
Come on Daddy
I know you miss me,
I know you miss the
Feeling of my lips on
Your dick, nobody
Can suck your
Dick like I can. I know you
Want me and I know you love
Me just like I love you, and
I want you and you and I
Both know I'll
Eventually have you, so
Come on baby boy!
Just let it be a little
Sooner then later;)

I hesitated as my eyes skimmed quickly over what she said, my head clouded with emotions as I debated on what I should do, my head seemed so dark- so cruel with these thoughts and nothing seemed right until I closed my eyes and there she was.

There Bri stood her innocence clear as she smiled heavenly at me I could feel my heart flutter and the pace pick up in speed.

She didn't even have to be here to make me nervous, to make these butterflies in my stomach rise. She had such a hold on my heart and I knew I loved her so much- it's almost as if she had my heart to much that if she could easily determine on if she wanted to crush it and me completely or make me.

She could ruin me by just leaving me- I'm to in love with her this isn't good! It's not healthy I can't let her have this hold of me, I can't care this much.

My phone buzzed again.

Toopoor
Come on hun
Just let me come
Over, give me
Five minutes and I'll
Make it worth your time.

I read over the text thousands of time as my mind still raced and I hurried to figure out what was right and what was wrong. Then slowly my fingers lifted to the screen dancing lightly on top of it as I typed my answer.

Me
You know
The way here.

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