Nothing To U. | Lil Peep

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It was currently three in the morning and I was still at his house cuddled up on him in his bed as he ran his fingers through my hair like he normally did.

"I ain't gonna lie Ima keep it real, I don't wanna tell you how I feel" he mumbled.

I turned my head and looked up at him raising my brow.

"What are you talking about?" I asked

"I'm not good with feelings and I don't wanna feel for you I'll be honest with that" he said and i felt my chest ache from his words.

"Okay?" I said kinda dryly but you can't blame me, I mean who says that?

He sighed and looked away for awhile he just looked at the wall. It got quite for a long time until he finally decided to speak up.

"I wish I didn't have a heart to love you" he said not taking his eyes off the wall.

Once he said that I was caught off guard, was he admitting that he loved me? Or saying that he didn't want to end up loving me? I can never tell with him anymore.

I decided not to answer but instead rest my head on his chest again as I cherished this moment, this moment of silence, this moment of care and warmth.

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"I'm fucking hungry as shit" Gus said breaking the silence that we had been in for a couple hours now.

"Want some snacks? Because I sure as hell do" he added as he swung his legs over the bed bringing himself up with them.

He reached over grabbing his hoodie off the floor and sliding it on.

"Come on boo lets go get some food" he said as he stood up and walked towards his bedroom door.

I got up and followed walking towards the door but he raised his eyebrow and placed his hand in front of my stopping me in my tracks.

"Definitely not" he said and I raised my brow back at him wondering what he meant.

"It's cold as shit and that's a crop top, guys gonna be checking you out" he said mumbling the last part as he walked towards his bed and grabbed his other hoodie then walked back towards me and lifted my arms up to help me put it on,

I rolled my eyes and slid it on as he smiled and grabbed my hand interlacing our fingers, which caused me to smile as I looked at our locked hands.

He led us out of his room and down the hall out of his house.

He led us to his car and opened the door helping me in then went to his side and got in. He started the car and drove off.

"Where do you wanna eat boo?" He asked as he placed his hand on my inner thigh.

"Anywhere you want" I said and he rolled his eyes playfully.

"Bet boo, bet." He said with a smirk as he started to drive somewhere.

He put the radio on and the song 'all night' cane on which made him smile as he looked over at me.

"If it's alright, I wanna kick it with you all night, night" he sang loudly dancing slightly

"Have a good time, ain't gotta worry cus it's all right, it's all right" he added.

"All night, all night, all night baby don't be shy, don't be shy, don't be shy baby" he sang at the top of his lungs as he looked at me and squeezed my thigh making me burst into fits of laughter.

He pulled into the Taco Bell drive through.

"What do you want baby?" He asked as he pulled up to the menu.

"Crunch wrap and a Dr Pepper " I said and he laughed and ordered his food (which by the way he totally copied me by getting the same)then mine then continued to drive through to the window.

He got the food then pulled away beginning to drive back home.

"Stay the night again?" He asked as we stopped at a red light, I was caught off guard at his question, he never asked me to stay the night let alone two days in a row.

I smiled and nodded my head yes as we drove back to the house.

This chapter suck booty ): smh that's prolly why I'm losing readers and votes and comments 😭💔😩