I looked up to see Gus lookin down at me with his pale face. I gasped and shot up hugging him tightly as I cried into his shoulder.
He started to him slightly as he sang softly.
"I don't wanna lose you, I don't wanna hate you, I don't wanna do you like that" He sang his voice raspy and soft.
"Are you okay?" I cried out as I back up and looked him in the eyes.
He smiled.
"I'll never be okay, but seeing you is something" he mumbled out as he reached his hand out and placed a strand of my hair behind my ear.
I sat there in silence as tears continued to pour down my face which he wiped away with his thumb.
"You could've died Gus" I whispered which only made him simile more.
"I'll die eventually and that I've accepted" he said with a smile.
"What were you doing Gus?" I asked ignoring his statement.
"I was coming to see you boo, I miss you" He said it like it was nothing, like a car crash wasn't serious.
I cried harder
"This is all my fault, I'm so fucking sorry Gus" I whimpered out and he frowned and opened his arms.
"It's not your fault crybaby, come here" he opened his arms wider and I walked towards him, once I was in arms distance from him he grabbed me and pulled me into his lap holding me tight.
I cried into his shoulder as he kissed my tear stained cheek repeatedly.
"I need you in my life boo" he said while his lips lightly rested against my cheek.
A voice in my head said not to be foolish, said not to trust him, said to run away as fast as I could but I didn't.
"I'm here for you" I said with a shaky tone in my voice.
"Forget shark boy, just be my girl" he added and I promise something in his voice seemed off when he said that.
"I'm yours" I whispered.
Something in my gut told me this was wrong, told me something bad was going to happen and that this is just the beginning of a toxic nightmare but I ignored it.
I don't think I like this update to much. I actually think it's terrible so I'm sorry y'all ):
Guys on a side not I saw den of thieves today AND ICE CUBES SON IS THE CUTEST OMLLLLLLL😻😭
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Nothing To U. | Lil Peep
Fanfiction"Worry bout yourself baby I'll be good, I just wanna die in peace tonight." Rest easy hellboy.