I woke up feeling dizzy from crying and with a dry throat, I threw my legs of the bed and stood up walking towards the kitchen and getting myself a glass of water.
Moments from last night flash through my head and I feel a wave of embarrassment, I looked around the room In search of my phone, I saw it laying on the floor face down and I immediately felt my heart pick up pace, it's totally shattered.
I slowly walked towards it as if it could blow up at any given moment as I bent down and grabbed it thankfully there was no crack but there was multiple messages.
Diego😌 iMessage (4) Diego😌 Missed call (2) SUGA MAMA CARLA Missed call (32) SUGA MAMA CARLA iMessage (11) INSTAGRAM Xanxiety tagged you in a post INSTAGRAM 200+ people followed you
Yesterday at 12:30 am
Diego 😌 Ma you good? Haven't Heard from you since Last night :/
Diego 😌 Damn lmaoo I'm Actually kinda Worried //:
Diego😌 Maaa please reply 💔💔💔
Diego😌 Uhhhh😩 ight ma juss Call me when you can💔 I'm big worried about u 💔💔
Today at 10:02am
Me Hey! I'm so so Sorry): I totally fell Asleep andlast night was Really fun ❤️and I hope we Can do it again sometime!😌
I frowned, he was so sweet to me and I didn't know why, and now I feel terrible for making him worry. I quacking typed a text back and sent it. Then I slipped out of that chat and went to Carla's.
Yesterday at 1:15 am
SUGA MAMA CARLA biiiittcchhh ik you Didn't just not answer My damn calls.
SUGA MAMA CARLA Dum bitch wake up
SUGA MAMA CARLA DID U SEE WHAT HAPPENED WITH PEEP!?
SUGA MAMA CARLA PEEP HAS TANA THOTJO TRYING TO GET AT HIM AND APPARENTLY THEY WERE CAUGHT HANGING OUT! AND SINCE A BITCH IS A DETECTIVE MY THEORY/INVESTIGATION SKILLS THINKS HE ONLY AGREED TO HANG OUT WITH HER BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU WERE WITH XANNY BOY !!
SUGA MAMA CARLA I DID SUM EXTRA DIGGING AND FOUND OUT THAT THEY WERE ALLEGEDLY SEEN HANGING OUT AN HOUR AFTER XANNY MICSHARK POSTED ABOUT YOU TWO HANGING IT
SUGA MAMA CARLA 😱😱😱😱
SUGA MAMA CARLA all jokes aside I should Honestly consider being a Detective I mean I'm Obviously so good at it, Did you see my skills? I found out so much about That peep marshmallow Ass in less then an hour 💅💅💅
SUGA MAMA CARLA IM👏A👏MIGHTY👏 GOOD👏BESTFRIEND👏
SUGA MAMA CARLA U owe me food Bitch I expect McDonald's.
SUGA MAMA CARLA lemme get uhhhhhhh Hhhhh... boneless Pizza 🍕😭
SUGA MAMA CARLA damn bitch don't reply Ion need you I make Myself laugh😭😭😂😂 💀💀 BAHAHAHA
I squinted my eyebrows not exactly knowing what she was talking about, what did Diego post on Instagram that could've made Gus so mad? And is that why he blew up my phone?
I clicked on my instagram notification seeing the picture Diego tagged me in pop up and my heart melted a little at the cuteness.
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Xanxiety best night with u ma @ sadbri 😩❤️❤️(A/N she changed her user / I changed it Bc I couldn't remember it) ddycarla keep ur fat fingers off my girl😤 Username02 he's minneee😭😭 User21 they're lowkey cute together 😻 Username1221 ew that skank doesn't deserve him User714crawl back to peep slut u don't deserve xan Username04 why's everyone hating? They're cute and vibing why can't y'all mind ya business Tanamongeau forget her daddy cum my way😩 Lilpump cum mine? ^ @ tanamongeau Smokeasac ur deadass ten stop and go back to Harvard 😭 @ Lilpump User2012 JDJSJFJWJD FLAMED @ Lilpump AND OH NO THOTGEAU IS BACK Lilpeep y'all "cute" but she's cuter on my dick😏👍 username IM WHEEZING COMMENT OF THE YEAR GOES TO PEEP Username03 PEEPPPP😭😭🔥🔥🔥 Toopoor but I'm the cutest on ur dick ;) Smokeasac ew b y can I smell yo pussy from here? @ toopoor Username XANARCHY 😻💞💖 User12love you Diego 😭 User42 daddy xan💙 Sadbri I had so much fun with you too❤️😩 Load more comments..
I bit my lip realizing what everyone and Gus were saying, there were some supportive and non supportive comments and I didn't really know how feel, a part of me kinda like Diego but I don't really know him and I definitely know Gus but that doesn't mean he's the right choice and I really don't know what to do.
I smacked my hand against my head not knowing what to do anymore, what the hell do I do? Do I continue this mess with Diego or go back to the bigger mess with Gus.
Sorry for the gaps in between updating I'm just busy with school haha, and sorry if the comments got a little to much I just got a tiny bit side tracked haha😂 do you guys like that I incorporate Instagram into this or is it to boring?
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