Mini-Stories

Blind Love (GoogleplierXHost) (3)

     You're a blind freak. You don't deserve this life. You don't deserve him. You're selfish!

     Host sat up just waking up from a nightmare, he gasped for air as placed his hand on his chest to feel his heart beat, he gently felt around his bed and found Google laying next to him, facing away from him, he sighed and smiled slightly, then he frowned and pulled his knees up to his chest and laid his head down on them. Host started to sob quietly as he thought about his nightmare, he knew he didn't deserve any of the things he had, he knew he was selfish and a monster, he carefully and quietly uncovered himself and got out of bed, not wanting to wake up Google, he then began to walk over to his trench coat that was laying on a shelf. As he got closer he reached out to grab it but then his knee gave out on him, he fell over and held his breath, trying not to make any noises, he listened carefully to see if Google had woken up, Host let out a soft sigh of relief after a few minutes, he sat himself up and pulled up his hurting knee, he held it and tried not to sob, it's not that it hurt it's more of just painful memories. Once he was able to control himself he deiced he wasn't going to try and leave the room, so he just pulled himself over to the wall near the door and stretched out his leg, he then sighed and rested his leg on the ground, he leaned his head against the wall and took small deep breaths, trying to calm himself, "It's nothing to get so emotional over," he told himself, "It was just a bad dream, it happens all the time," he sighed and covered his face, feeling all the blood from his eye sockets soak through his blindfold causing it to drip down his face. Doogle perked his head up as he heard Host crying softly, he looked over at him and frowned, he stood up and stretched, he walked over at nudged his arm a bit, Host gasped softly and turned his head looking at Doogle, he frowned and shook his head, "I can't pet you, I'm all bloody," he whispered, Doogle squinted and rubbed up against him, dragging himself under Host's hands, Host sighed and just hugged him tightly, putting his face into Doogle's fur he nuzzled it a bit and laid his head on him, Doogle sat on Host's lap and laid his head on Host's shoulder, letting Host sob into his fur. After a few minutes, Host was quite, breathing slowly, Doogle looked over at Google and sent a distress single to him, alarming him that Host is awake, Google shot up immediately, he turned and looked over at where Host would have been laying, he frowned worriedly and then saw Doogle's soft white glow, he turned to him and saw Host hugging onto him, Google stood up and walked over to him, "Host?" he asked softly, Host didn't respond, Google motioned Doogle to move, Doogle nodded and got free from Host's grasp, startling Host, he looked around and felt Google's soft glow, Host frowned, "G-Google," he spoke softly, Google crouched down next to him and looked at all the blood, "Host, are you okay?" he asked, Host nodded, "I'm fine, don't worry about me," he said, Google shook his head, "What are you doing over here then?" he asked, Host frowned and sighed, "I had a nightmare," he said, "It was nothing big so don't worry about it," Google frowned and sat next to him, "Host, you should have woken me up," he said, "There was no point," Host said, "My nightmare's are nothing of importance," "Host," Google said, he softly placed his hand on his shoulder, Host looked down and frowned, he pulled his knees up to his chest once again and laid his head on them. Google sat in front of him, he carefully reached out and untied Host's blindfold and pulled it off, seeing how soaked it was, he folded it and laid it on the ground, Host looked up at him, he squinted, "Why did you do that?" he asked confused, "Because, I'm sure it was very unconformable," Google said and smiled softly, Host smiled weakly back then frowned again, he started to sob slightly and he laid his head back on his knees, "Host, what's wrong?" Google asked worriedly, "Why do you care about me?" he said through his sobs, "I'm just a worthless blind freak that can't do anything, I was selfish, making you suffer with things you didn't want, even when I said I was done doing stuff like that with my gift, my gift wasn't even a gift it was a curse, I don't deserve any of this," he stopped so he could breath and he started to cry softly, Google frowned and looked at Doogle telling him to get a rag, Doogle nodded and walked over to Host's trench coat, pulling out a rag he brought it over to Google, Google nodded in a way of saying thanks, he lifted Host's head and smiled softly at him, "Host, we've been through this a thousand times," he said, Host sighed and shook his head, "I know, but, I don't understand," he said, "You're not supposed to understand, love is strange like that, like you always say," Google said and cleaned off the blood from Host's face and his hands. Google put the rag down and held Host's face in his hands, Host frowned and took a deep breath, Google sighed, "Host, You're not a freak, nor a monster, you're a wonderful person, loving and caring, it doesn't matter if you're selfish, I don't care, I mean you being selfish got us this far, and I am even selfish sometimes," he said, "And your gift is a gift, not a curse, plus it doesn't even matter now, it's gone, and it's doesn't matter if you're blind, you can do and you have done many impressive things that blind people can't do on their own," Host smiled weakly, "I care about you, because I love you, and I love you because of many things, you're willing to put up with me for the rest of your life, so what matters is what happens now and what will happen," Google said, he was now glowing a soft pink, Host hugged onto him tightly, he buried his face into his shoulder and started to sob softly, "Thank you, Google," he said, Google nodded. They sat in silence for a few minutes letting Host calm down, Google then pulled away from the hug and stood up, "Come on, lets lay down," he said and held out his hand for him, Host nodded and grabbed his hand, Google pulled him up and then walked over to the bed, they both laid down and cuddled each other, Doogle jumped up on the bed and laid at Host's feet, Host smiled and sighed happily cuddling more in Google's arms, Google blushed slightly and sighed, he kissed Host's head and smiled slightly, "Goodnight, Host," Host blushed slightly and closed his eyes, "Goodnight, Google," he said and they both laid there, listing to the music box, they soon drifted off to sleep peacefully.