Mini-Stories

His last words (TT)

     What will happen to me? What will become of me? What will I do now? Where will I go? Firebrand do you even know what will happen to me? I'll be tossed aside and replaced.. Forgotten.. I won't be important anymore, what about all our memories together? Does that not matter to you? Firebrand I don't want to be forgotten, I don't want to go.. But I should have figured that this would happen, a small fear building up inside me, the fear that you would find someone else.. Someone else that would make you happier than I did, but did I even actually make you happy? I don't think I did, because you never wanted to be with me anymore, you always tried to get away from me.. Did you never actually want to be friends with me? Was I only important for your work?! Is that true?! WAS I ONLY USEFUL FOR YOUR BUSINESS?! I'm just one of those people you only talk to when you need something, aren't I? You've always hated me didn't you? Firebrand, ever since you met me you hated me, I'm sure you did why else would you avoid me and push me away?.. If you did you should have just said something, you should have told me you hated me.. Prebrand and Habit was right, I am useless.. It was pointless.. I failed and ruined everything.. Now I won't even have our friendship! All I wanted to do was make you happy, give you A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE WHEN HE TOOK IT AWAY FROM YOU! And now... Now he might be the one to make you happier then I would ever have been able too.. I should have expressed my love for you, I should have told you all that.. But.. I never got the chance too because you never wanted to be around me.. It's too late.. You want to know why it's been so slow to admit anything? Because I'm holding it back.. But I'm slowly losing grip.. Slowly but surely he's trying to take you from me! Firebrand I don't want to be alone! I don't want to be forgotten, I'm sorry for being so annoying! I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Please! I love you! It hurts, Firebrand! It hurts! It's hard to breathe... I can't breathe or focus anymore! What will I do without you?! What can I do without you?! I'll do anything for you, I'll do my best to help and make you happy! I can't handle this..... What does it matter it's not like you'll see this anyway, this will be the last time you hear of me probably... He loves you and he is going to take you.. I mean why else would they be back and be fine? This hasn't happened before, it's because of him... Now that he's back and he wants you, he'll do anything to get with you! I mean maybe nothing will happen, maybe I'm over reacting! You are ace after all, you can't love like that, maybe he'll bring you there then realize that you can't love and he'll leave you alone! But I have a feeling that won't happen.. He's going to try until he is able to dig so deep into you that he will bring back Noah.. Make you how you used to be.. So I might be alone after all.. Firebrand is this the end for me? Like I thought.. Something was always nagging at me telling me that I won't be important anymore, eventually I will be forgotten and not with you.. I was just hoping it was a lie... It's better that you find someone who loves you for who you are now, than someone who loves you for who you were in the past... But I guess that doesn't matter does it?....... As a good friend, I will keep quiet and let whatever happen, happen.. Because I know I will never have a chance.. It'll hurt to let go and I'll never ever stop loving you.. But I know it's best.. I hope he makes you happier than I did and I hope that this is your second chance at life and it will be better.. You'll be where you belong, with him.. in that town... Everything will be better... When I'm gone.... They were all right... Now everyone laughs.. and I'll can do I cry... I'm sorry I'll stop rambling.. I hope you see this.. but I'm not positive you will... Goodbye Firebrand.. Or.. Noah.. M.M. Whatever you're called now.. I.. I hope you're happy.. Hopefully he'll be better for you then I would ever be... I love you....