Mini-Stories

Regret and Heartbreak (TTXEMH)

     "You're nothing of importance, he only needs you to bounce his ideas off of you.. It's too late, Observer, because of you you'll never get what you wanted." HABIT growled, looking at Observer, "You're pathetic.." Observer frowned and shook his head, "No Habit, you're wrong!" He huffed, "I'm not useless! I'm more useful than you or Prebrand would ever be!" HABIT picked him up by his shirt and slammed him on the wall, "WRONG! WE DO MORE THAN YOU! WE ACTUALLY TRIED TO GIVE PEOPLE IN OUR HOME TIME!" He hissed, "I WAS GOING GIVE US ALL MORE TIME, EVEN YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN TIME IF YOU FUCKING TRIED!" "No Habit!" Observer growled and tried to get out of his grasp, "It was better for us to leave anyway! We had nothing to do!" "HE HAD NOTHING TO DO!" HABIT gripped tighter, "FIREBRAND HAD NOTHING TO DO ANYMORE BUT THE REST OF US DID!" He then gripped onto Observer's throat and started to choke him, "AND NOW BECAUSE OF YOU, NONE OF US WILL GET THAT!" Observer grabbed onto HABIT'S wrist and closed his eyes, he put his feet onto HABIT'S upper stomach and kicked him pushing him away. Observer hit the ground after HABIT dropped him, he coughed trying to catch his breath and he looked up at HABIT who was now looming over him, "AND WHAT HAPPENED TO CHOOSING THE SMART OPTION HUH? THE LOGICAL WAY TO GO?" He shouted, "JUST GONNA DROP THAT NOW?" "Y-You had to be stopped.." Observer mumbled, HABIT growled, "WHAT WAS THAT?" he hissed, "SPEAK UP!" Observer growled and stood up rubbing his neck, "You needed to be stopped!" He snapped, "You were out of control!" HABIT squinted angrily, "Out of control?.." he whispered, "OUT OF CONTROL?" he then started shouting again, "I WAS JUST BEING MYSELF! I WAS TRYING TO BE HAPPY AGAIN! I WAS TRYING TO MAKE PREBRAND HAPPY AGAIN! IS THAT SO WRONG?!" tears started to roll down HABIT'S cheeks, "I just wanted to see My Little Rabbit happy again.." his voice cracked, Observer frowned slightly, "Habit.. I know it's hard, I understand but you need to understand that what you were doing was wrong.. We're not the Ipliers.." he said, HABIT covered his face and fell to his knees, he couldn't help himself but whine then he began to sob uncontrollably. "I just wanted My Little Rabbit to be happy.. I just wanted to be with him!" Mumbled through his tears, "I just wanted to be myself again!" Observer frowned more and rubbed his arm slightly starting to feel guilty, "It's your fault! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! WHAT'S THE POINT OF TRYING TO BE HELPFUL TO FIREBRAND IF HE DOESN'T EVEN NEED YOUR HELP!" HABIT began to yell through his tears, "TO GET HIM TO LIKE YOU? TO GET HIM TO NOTICE YOU AND BE WITH YOU?!" Observer then started to tear up, "I'M SORRY TO TELL YOU OBSERVER, IT'S USELESS! HE WILL NEVER LIKE YOU LIKE THAT! YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE AND YOU RUINED IT, LIKE YOU RUIN EVERYTHING!" HABIT stood up and pulled out a knife. Observer's eyes widened, "Habit wait! Calm down!" He said, HABIT didn't listen, he ran at Observer and swung his knife at him cutting his chest slightly, Observer yelped and held his chest which started to bleed, "OH I'M GOING TO HAVE FUN TORTURING YOU!" HABIT said with a smirk and swung his knife down at him, cutting his face slightly and knocking off his glasses. Observer held his face where the cut was, he opened his third eye so he didn't have to worry about grabbing his glasses, he looked up and noticed HABIT'S eyes were pure purple and he had a smile spread across his face, tears still flowing out of his eyes. Observer quickly bolted it off to the side and he ran to another room, HABIT chased after him throwing his knife at his leg, the knife sliced through his leg and he nearly tripped but was able to catch himself on the wall, he looked behind him and saw HABIT sprinting at him, he screamed and teleported into a different room. Once in the other room he leaned up against the wall and slid down to the floor, sobbing softly to himself, he held his hand over his chest and looked at his other hand covered in his blood, "He's right.. It is useless.. Why do I even still try?.. I know I will never get any farther in my relationship with Firebrand.." he frowned and covered his face, "Part of me is fine with that and understands that, but the other part isn't fine with it and still tries.." Observer started to cry even harder, tears flowing like a river down his cheeks mixing with the blood from his hands and the cut on his cheek, "Why am I so upset about this?! Why does it hurt?! I don't understand!" his throat started to clog up from crying so much, "I do fuck up everything! I fucked up my relationship with Firebrand, I fucked up others relationships and time, I messed everything up!" his voice cracked and it was getting harder to breathe, "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! I was so afraid of losing Firebrand that I ruined everything! That in the end I still lost him! He doesn't even want to be around me that much, not like we used to! And now it's too late and I'll never be able to explain this to him.. I'll never be able to explain how I feel.." he gripped onto his shirt where the cut was it was bleeding tremendously and it stung really bad, "What would it matter anyway? He wouldn't accept my feelings even if I ripped my own heart out for him.." he held his breath to try and stop crying, he then started to cough and he coughed up blood. Observer groaned and whimpered in pain, "But I should just shut my trap like I have been doing and just respect the fact he's ace.. and I do respect that, but my desperate ass just won't stop.." he sniffed and closed his eyes finally starting to relax into the emotion of emptiness, "oh firebrand.. if only I wasn't a fuck up.. if only I could have gotten over my fear of losing you.. maybe I could have gotten somewhere.. but everything would be better, if I could just get over my love for you.." he coughed and sighed deeply and slowly drifted off to sleep, "I'm sorry.. Firebrand.. I can't help but love you.. but I have to keep it sealed away.. maybe.. maybe there will be a miracle some day and..." He started to trail off, "maybe.." he started to mumble, "maybe we could be more.."

But I know that day won't come.