Second Love (Completed)

Chapter 56

Sanyukta and Kanika were sitting at the room and talking.

"Randhir was changed na, jaisa tune pehele bola tha aab wo waisa nehi raha, bahut changes aah geya hain uss mein. Kaal maine mall mein vi dekha tha ke kaise wo tujhe uss odd situation mein protect kar raha tha, he really cares for you Sanyu." Kanika said when Sanyukta kept mum.

"What happened Sanyu kuch toh bol!" Kanika said curiously.

"Keya bolu wohi soch rahi hu Kannu." Sanyukta replied slowly.

"Keya bolu matlab tere aur Randhir ke bich mein sab kuch thik toh hain na, tu khush toh hain na usske saath?" Kanika asked curiously.

"Haan main khush hu." Sanyukta said after a pause.

"And yeah you are right Randhir is changed, he changed a lot. Aur wo mera bahut care karta hain. Aachanak se ekdam perfect husband ban geya hain. So caring so responsible and this is eating me Kannu." Sanyukta said when Kanika looked at her confusingly.

"Keya matlab?" She asked confusingly.

"Randhir is guilt stricken for his deed and he asked me for my forgiveness. Wo past ko bhula kar aage warna chahata hain but the fact is I can't. Mujhse nehi ho raha hain Kannu, main jitna past ko bhulne ki try kar lu bhul hi nehi pati. Jab vi main aapna aankhen bandh karta hu toh mujhe wo raat aur college ki wo room yeed aata hain." She cried when Kanika hold her shoulder.

"It's okay Sanyu, sab kuch thik ho jayega. Bass tujhe thoda time chahiye. And please think about the baby too. Tum dono alag ho jayoge toh uska keya hoga?" Kanika asked thus Sanyukta looked at her.

"Aapne bachche ke ware mein hi toh soch kar maine Randhir ko aur iss shaadi ko ek chance diya hain Kannu but mujhse nehi ho raha hain, main keya karu?" Sanyukta said helplessly.

"Forgive him."

"Keya?" Kanika said when Sanyukta look at her shockingly.

"Haan Sanyu, maaf kar de Randhir ko. Look you hold the grudges and that's why you are stuck with your past and that's suffocating you. Ghut ghut kar marr rahi hain tu Sanyu. Meri maan sab kuch bhula kar ek neyi zindegi start kar." Kanika said holding her hand.

"Bolna aasan hain Kannu but karna muskil." Sanyukta said slowly.

"I know muskil hain lekin namumkin nehi. And if you don't able to forget the past then ask Randhir for punishment." Kanika said thus Sanyukta looked at her confusingly.

"Punishment!" Sanyukta was shocked.

"Yes punishment, if he is really guilt striken then he won't be deny for it." Kanika said determinedly.

"But keya punishment Kannu?" Sanyukta asked confusingly.

"You will decide that only Sanyu. Zakham tujhe lagi hain toh saza dene ka haq vi tujhe hona chahiye." Kannu said thus Sanyukta nodded positively.

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Sanyukta was sitting at her room lost in Kanika's words. She was very much confused after hearing her words.

"Keya Kannu sahi hain, keya maine past ko jakar kar rakha huya hain! Keya mujhe sab kuch bhula kar aage warna chahiye!" She asked to herself.

"But Randhir ne jo mere saath kiya hain usse main itni aasani se kaise bhul jau!" She said in mind.

"Lekin mera baby, uski upor keya effect padega inn sabka!" She said holding her belly.

"Aur....aur aab main aapne baby ke bina nehi rahe sakti." She shaded some tears when caressing her belly.