As long as you love me: Part I

Chapter XIX: Step by step

Raven's POV:

We're in London now, and of course Jon's with us. I know that Dawn talked to him on the plane, but my sister never actually mentioned what her and Jon actually talked about. So I decided just to go to Jon's room and simply ask him. I knock on the door and it slowly opens, revealing Jon.

Jon: ''Oh hey Ray.''

Me: ''Hi Jon. Listen, can I talk to you?''

Jon nods.

Jon: ''Ahight....'' God. There it goes again, the Bostonian accent!

Jon: ''Suahe, come in.'' Jon steps aside so that I can walk in.

Jon: ''Come on. Take a seat.'' He said while indicating the bed.

We both sit on the bed and I take a deep breath.

Jon: ''So...'' Jon looks at me.

Jon: ''What do you want to talk about Ray?'' Jon's hand reaches mine.

I take another deep breath.

Me: ''Wh-what did you and Dawn EXACTLY talk about Jon?''

Jon sighs and looks at me, while he squeezes my hand.

Jon: ''She knows that we had sex last night Ray.''

I open my eyes wide.

Me: ''What?! She knows everything?!''

Jon nods.

Me: ''We need to talk about this with Brian. We just need to clear the air.''

Jon: ''Yeah and tell hi what? 'Hey Brian you know I fucked youah girlfriend last night, do we wanna clear things up?' Come on Ray, this is ridiculous and you know that too.''

Me: ''Fine! I'll choose one of you then, if you don't like my option!''

Jon rolls his eyes.

Me: ''If you don't like my option then I will have to give up either my boyfriend or my best friend. And if you wanna lose me then, I already told you, you just had to keep quiet, like you did in the last two fucking years!''

Jon sighs and looks down.

Jon: ''Look, baby, we've been through this a hundred times-.''

Whatever he was going to say, I break him off.

Me: ''No Jon! You see this is you! Whenever a problem shows up, you suddenly disappear! That makes you a coward Jonathan!''

Jon pulls me closer to him in a hug and runs his hand through my hair.

Jon: ''Baby, you know I love you. We'll find a way out of this, I sweah. And if you want to talk with Brian about this then, fine, we'll do it.''

I grunt in affirmation, with my mouth leaned on his shoulder.

Me: ''I love you too.'' Jon pulls then away and gives me a kiss.

Jon: ''You know how much you mean to me? Youah not just my best friend, youah also the only girl who actually managed to get it up, you know that.''

We both chuckle.

Me: ''Easy there tiger. Don't forget that you're gay.'' We both laugh.

I rub my hands against eachother.

Me: ''Jon?''

Jon: ''Yeah baby?''

Me: ''I-I think we should go.''

Jon nods.

Jon: ''Ahight.''

I get up from the bed followed by Jon, then Jon grabs my hand and pulls me to him, wrapping his arms around my waist.