As long as you love me: Part I

Chapter XX: Without you I don't think I can live

Nick's POV:

So, me and Dawn are dating since a few days, while Brian and Raven took a break from eachother. This means that Jon can now fuck her all the times that he wants. But I don't really think Jon's a 'homewrecker' like everyone says, I mean he's right Raven is drop dead gorgeous and anyone would be lucky dating someone like her.

Luckily one of the lucky men is me, since I'm dating Dawn. And I can say that Raven and Dawn have very similar personalities. But enough about Jon and Raven now. I personally want to focus on my relationship.

Dawn: ''Hey loverboy.'' She said while wrapping her arms around me.

Me: ''Hey D.'' I leave her a kiss.

Dawn: ''Have you heard about the news?''

I look at her confused.

Me: ''Wait. Which news?''

Dawn rolls her eyes.

Dawn: ''Jordan's coming and paying us all a small visit.''

I cover my face with my hands.

Me: ''No. Not another Knight. Jon's already done enough mess by himself, we don't need another Knight.'' She chuckles.

Dawn: ''Listen, I know that you're on Brian's side, even though he cheated on Raven first, but come on!''

Me: ''Enough about drama, come here!'' I pull Dawn to me and we start making out.

Shit, today we've got a concert, we should get ready. But in this very moment I don't really give a fuck about the concert, right now, it's just about me and Dawn, exchanging affection. No one can describe how much I don't want this to end. I mean, my girlfriend is the hottest girl alive, of course I don't want this to ever end. Unfurtunatly Dawn breaks off the kiss.

Me: ''Why on earth would you ever do that?''

Dawn: ''Because, we have a concert tonight. Already forgot about it? We should get... I don't know... Ready, eventually?''

Me: ''Yeah sure. I'm sorry, it's just... I could never get enough of making out with you.''

I smile at her and she smiles me back.

Dawn: ''Yeah, for me's the exact same thing.''

Me: ''So I guess, see you at the soundcheck.'' I wink at her before heading to the locker room.

I change in the locker room and when I'm ready to go out, Brian grabs my arm and puls me aside.

Me: ''Yo what the fuck dude!''

Brian: ''Shhh. Listen, I got to ask you something.''

I roll my eyes, because I exactly know where Brian wants to take this conversation.

Me: ''Alright. What is it?''

Brian: ''Did Dawn actually mention something about... You know...''

Me: ''No Brian! Now calm down and get your ass out of this locker room.''

Brian: ''Alright, alright!''

AJ then shows up.

AJ: ''Guys, what are you doing here? You should be already at the soundcheck.''

Brian: ''Well, we could say the same thing to you.''

AJ: ''Come on guys, no time for cheat chat!'' AJ said while dranging me and Brian outside.

AJ: ''Dawn, Kevin and Howie are already at the soundcheck!''

Brian: ''What? How come that a girl is ready before we are?''

Dawn's POV:

I'm with Kevin and Howie at the soundcheck and they're really getting pissed off, AJ, Brian and Nick should've been here as well at this moment.

Kevin: ''I think I'm gonna fucking kill them all.''

Me: ''Relax Kev. I'm sure they'll be here in any minute.''

And I was right, 'cause right after I pronounced that sentence all three of them showed up.

AJ: ''Alright guys, we're here.''

Howie: ''About time.''

Kevin and Howie glared at AJ.

AJ: ''Don't look at me, I was just getting those ladies here, out of the locker room.'' He said pointing at Brian and Nick.

Howie: ''Alright, it doesn't matter whose fault it was ok? Let's just have this soundcheck.''

After the soundcheck and the actual concert, we dressed up again and waited for Jordan Knight to show up. Sadly, me, the boys, Raven and Jon had to wait all in the same place and the atmosphere which reigned was beyond any awkwardness. Everyone sat in silence, awkwardly glance one another. No one seemed to mind the silence tho. But unfortunetly Brian spoke up, and I already knew from the very beginning, that if Brian or Jon would speak up, the situation would escalate very soon.

Brian: ''You know, I just don't understand, why we have to wait in the same room as the apparent cocksucker, who in reality is a fucking homewrecker!''

Everyone either roll their eyes or cover their face with their hand.

Jon: ''You know, I just don't understand, why we have to wait in the same room as the apparent saint, who in reality is a fucking backstabber and cheater.''

Raven: ''Shut the fuck up! Both of you!''

Brian rolls his eyes.

Brian: ''Sorry.''

Jon leaves a kiss on Raven's forehead.

Jon: ''Sorry Ray.''

Then everyone sat in silence until Jordan showed up.

Jordan: ''Aye, my babies!'' He said smiling and walking towards us all.

After that, everyone stood up to hug and greet Jordan. Then Kevin, Brian, Howie and AJ went doing their own thing, while Jordan was with me, Nick, Raven and Jon.

Jordan: ''So, of what I've heard my brother's been a bad boy.'' Everyone chuckled.

Nick: ''No Jord, I got a better one... He's been a dirty dawg.'' Jordan laughs and high fives Nick.

Jon: ''Can you stay at least one minute serious J?''

Jordan: ''Oh come on Jon, that was just for fun.''

Raven: ''Listen J. Jon's right, this ain't no time for joking.''

Jordan: ''Alright. Alright. Anyway, Jon, you still sure you don't want to share her with me?''

Raven and Jon glare at him.

Jordan: ''Ok, I'm sorry. You just had to tell that you want her all for yourself. But enough about you two, we have a brand new relationship to celebrate here.'' He said looking at me and Nick.

Me and Nick laugh.

Nick: ''There's absolutely no need to celebrate anything Jord.'' Nick said still laughing.

Jordan: ''Hey! You already forgot who introduced her to you?''

Me and Nick chuckle.

Me: ''Yeah. It was you Jord, we know. And we're gonna be thankful to you for the erst of our lifes.'' I said while walking up to Jordan and give him a hug.''

Jordan: ''You see, this here is a good girl. You chose a good one Nick.'' He said while patting my hair and everyone else responded with a laugh.