As long as you love me: Part I

Chapter XVIII: I'll never make you cry

Dawn's POV:

Today we're supposed to take a plane and fly straight to London for a european tour. And I've been thinking a lot about my converstation with Brian last night. I wanted to assure Brian that between Raven and Jon is nothing more than a friendship going on right now. Even if I don't believe it myself that they did nothing together last night. I couldn't wait any second longer, so as we were already flying to London, I took Jon somewhere private and talked with him.

Me: ''Alright Jon. Listen, last night I had to assure Brian that between you and my sister is nothing more going on than a healthy, strong friendship. But I know that's bullshit.''

Jon: ''D, just tell me wheah do you want to take this conversation.''

I sigh.

Me: ''I know you fucked my sister last night Jon.''

Jon covered his face with both his hands and started to rub his face.

Jon: ''Ahight. Fine. I did.''

Me: ''You can't be serious Jon.''

Jon: ''I'm sorry ahight? I-I just can't control it.''

Me: ''For fucking sake. Jon! My sister's taken! You can't do it man, that's not cool!''

Jon: ''Fine. I love her. You happy now?''

Me: ''I know. She loves you too. More than you think.''

I take a deep breath.

Me: ''And that bostonian accent of yours.... It drives her crazy.''

Jon chuckles.

Jon: ''Yeah, she mentioned that.''

Me: ''How did you fuck her a second time.''

Jon suddenly got nervous and rubbed his head.

Jon: ''Actually, third time.''

What?! What did the pretty boy just say?! I gasp.

Me: ''Wa-Wait. Time out Jon. Third time? But you haven't talked to eachother for basically two ye-.''

Then it hits me.

Me: ''New Year's!''

Jon: ''What?! No. It wasn't at New Year's.''

Me: ''When was it then?''

Jon rubbed his head again.

Jon: ''Ahight. You remember 1994? That night wheah Raven, me and the rest of the boys got so drunk that we couldn't even stand?''

I start to laugh.

Me: ''Yeah. And then all of you promised tha-. What?! Are you serious Knight?!''

Jon: ''Yeah. You know, we were drunk, stahted our making out session, and then... It just happened.''

I cover my face with my hands.

Me: ''Oh god Jon! You're a fucking pedophile! She was fucking 16! And you were 26!''

Jon: ''25!''

Me: ''Then you were almost 26!''

Jon: ''I know. That's why the moahning, when I realized what I did the night befoah, I just got dressed up and stoahmed out of her room. And she actually never realized what happened, 'til yesteahday.''

Me: ''What?! You hid this thing from her for fucking four years?''

Jon: ''Stop yelling at me!''

I sigh.

Me: ''I'm sorry, ok? You're my best friend and I love you. But now, it's time that you, Raven and Brian solve this situation together.''