As long as you love me: Part I

(Bonus chapter) Chapter XXIV: Dirty dawg

1994

Raven's POV:

We're at this... Well... Party, which the New Kids have organized. I'm with the rest of the boys, while Dawn stayed at the hotel, since she's only 12. Unfortunatly, Donnie and Danny are already drunk. And the party only started like, 30 minutes ago. Me, of course, I'm talking with Jon and Jordan right now.

Jordan: ''Guys, since that's a party, you should drink! Just like Donnie and Danny do!''

Jon shakes his head.

Jon: ''Raven's not drinking anything.''

Jordan: ''Why not? She's already 16. She should begin with those things, she ain't the little 12 year old who asked you to stay with her, because she was scared of her nightmares no more.''

Jon: ''I know!''

Me and Jordan just look at him.

Jon: ''Ahight...''

Me and Jordan smiled at him and I left a peck on his cheek.

Me: ''Thanks Jon.''

Jon buries his face in his hands.

Jon: ''I have to learn how to say no to you.''

Me: ''You can't.'' I said with my nose brushing his cheek.

Jon sighs.

Jon: ''I-I know.''

After 3 hours me and the boys are already drunk. Currently I'm sitting with the boys on couches, me and Jon have our arms wrapped around eachother and my head leaned on Jon's chest.

Donnie: ''Hey guys, you know that you look good together?''

Jon smiles with exhaustion.

Jon: ''Thanks man.''

Jordan looks at Jon and smiles.

Jordan: ''Hey Jon, man, would you mind sharing her with me tonight?''

Jon: ''Fuck off J. She's mine.'' Jon said pressing me more to his body.

Few moments later Jon leaned in for a kiss and I kissed him back.

Jordan: ''Ok. Sorry dude.''

As soon as Dirty Dawg, from the boys, started playing everyone looked at me and Jon, while grinning.

Joe: ''Jon, this song is dedicated to you.''

Danny: ''Dirty Dawg!''

Jordan chuckles.

Jordan: ''Jon, you're so damn dirty.''

Jon, doesn't say anything, instead he just grunts and the kiss becomes rougher, with him sucking my tongue with his.

After another 3 hours, we're all so drunk that can barely stand. We get back to our hotel, then everyone goes to his own room, except me and Jon, he wanted to spend some more time with me in my hotel room. We then sit on the bed and somehow we start making out. Then Jon breaks the kiss and speaks up.

Jon: ''Ray.'' Then, he kisses me again.

Me: ''Yeah?'' Then it is my turn to kiss him.

Jon: ''I love you. I love you so much.'' We kiss again.

Me: ''I love you too Jon.'' I reply, almost breathless.

We start kissing one more time and Jon pins me on the bed. Soon, his lips reach my neck and starts sucking on it.

Jon takes off his jacket and it doesn't take long before he slowly takes off his shirt as well and I also start undressing myself.

Jon: ''Is this what you want?'' Jon whispered to me with his lips leaned on mine.

Me: ''Yes.''

Jon slowly pulls his pants and trunks down, revealing his half-hard erection, while I take my bra and panties off.

Jon: ''Spread youah legs.'' Jon whispered

Jon's POV:

Me: ''Spread youah legs.'' So she does.

Me: ''I'm gonna have to open you up first baby.''

Raven nods, while I inseaht the first finger, slowly in her cunt. Damn is she tight. I'm sure that even two fingers can bahly fit in there. My finger stays still for a while, befoahe I start to move it inside Raven.

Me: ''Ray, youah so fucking tight, I don't even know if my dick will fit in.''

Raven sneers.

Raven: ''Of course I'm tight Jon, I'm a virgin, forgot about it?''

Me: ''Of couahse I didn't forget about it, but I didn't imagine that virgin girls' cunts are so fucking tight!''

I moved the finger as slow as I could, then, I inseaht a second finger and move slow. After a few minutes I remove my fingers and replace them with my dick. Shit is she tight! I thrust really slow inside her, while at every thrust, I lean down for a kiss. Befoahe I come, I break the kiss off and quick the pace of my thrusts a little. Few moments later we both come with a loud moan. I didn't move foah a couple of minutes, then I kiss her neck and lie beside her.

Me: ''You were so fucking tight baby.'' I said breathlessly.

Raven: ''I take that as a compliment.'' She replied, just as breathless as I am.

I nod.

Me: ''Yeah. You should. I never fucked a tighter hole than youahs.''

Raven didn't reply at that one, she simply smiles at me. It doesn't take long befoah we both fall asleep.

I wake up the next moahning with a mostruous headache. I can't remember anything at all from last night, I realise that I'm naked and that I'm not in my hotel room. I tuahn my head left and I see Raven, naked, still sleeping. Then, it hits me.

No, no, no. It can't be. I couldn't have fucked my best friend. My whole body tenses up. She's fucking 16! And I fucking fucked her like it was nothing. Does she remember anything at all? No. I couldn't have done it. She's my best friend and I love her of couahse, but I'm fucking gay for fuck's sake! I shouldn't even get hard at all when I'm with a girl.

But with Raven's different, any guy would get hard with Raven. God, she's so beautiful, and kind, and she has flawless eyes, and a breathtaking smile.

I get dressed as quickly as possible and I leave Raven's room. I see Joahdan in the corridor and I decide to approach him and talk with him about what happened last night.

Me: ''Joahdan!''

Joahdan rubs his eyes and walks closer to me.

Jordan: ''Hey Jon. What's up dude? I probably have the mother of all hangovers.''

Me: ''Listen, J, I need to talk to you in private. Let's go to my room.'' I led Joahdan to my room.

Jordan: ''So, what do you wanna talk about?''

I take a deep breath.

Me: ''I-I think I fucked Raven last night.''

Joahdan gasps.

Jordan: ''Damn, we were right when we told you're a dirty dawg.''

I roll my eyes.

Me: ''Oh come on J. This ain't funny!''

Jordan: ''It actually is. 'Cause you say that you're gay and then you fuck your UNDERAGED best friend.''

Is this guy serious?! I've seen the way he looked at Raven last night, so he should be the last individual to tell me those things.

Me: ''I've seen the way you looked at her last night J. Even if you would look me in the eyes and tell me you wouldn't have done the same thing, I wouldn't believe you.''

Joahdan simply sighs.

Jordan: ''Ok. I'm sorry. Can we go now?''

Me: ''Suah.''

I roll my eyes again. Just when me and Joahdan wanted to go to the lobby, Raven approaches us. Shit!

Raven: ''Good morning guys.'' She said smiling at us.

Me: ''Moahning.'' I smile nervously back.