depression is a silent killer || √

006 - Begin

Everybody left.

Jimin-hyung suicided after Namjoon-hyung's death.

He ate the whole bottle of sleeping pills.

"H-hyung.."

He slept on his bed, smiling peacefully.

What is it, hyung, did you dream of something that makes you feel happy?

Can you wake up, and share what you dreamt of with me?

Did you dream of the girl you said you liked, or did you dream of Taehyung-hyung?

"Hyung! Jimin-hyung!"

But, why do you have trails of tears on your face?

Did you cry?

Why?

What did you dream of?

Did you dream of getting rejected by the girl after you confessed, or did you dream of unhappy moments?

Can you wake up, and share what you dreamt of with me?

You still have tears at the corner of your eyes.

I wiped it off for you. Don't cry, hyung, I'm still here with you.

"Yah Park Jimin.."

I miss how you would pout when you're frustrated;

I miss how you would blush a deep red when the girl you liked smiled at you.

Following your death, it all became mere memories.

The fifteen year old me who didn't have anything

The world was so big, I was so small

Now I can't even imagine it

I can't even imagine myself

Who used to have no scent, who used to be empty

"WAKE UP!! PARK JIMIN!!"

Yoongi-hyung must have been depressed.

He just came back home, and two of the members suicided.

Looking at his favorite member that he loved ever so dearly die such a peaceful death, his heart must have ached so badly.

"Hurry.. wake up.."

On that day, he even served all of Jimin-hyung's favorite dishes, including desserts.

Mango ice-shaving, fried spicy rice cakes, kimchi, black bean noodles..

And even bought a chocolate cake to celebrate Jimin-hyung's birthday that's on this Saturday.

"Wake up! Come on, Park Jimin!! This is not the time for death jokes!"

Yoongi-hyung wanted to wake up Jimin-hyung himself.

He opened the door, only to be greeted by a Jimin-hyung who overdosed himself to death.

He just stood there, the sparks in his eyes slowly seeping away as he stared at Jimin-hyung's body.

Love you my brother, thanks to my brothers